TITLE: CLEMENCY AUTHOR: JACQUIE LAVA & TESS RATING: NC-17 CATEGORY: MSR CLASSFICATION: POST-FINALE Disclaimer: Originals on the run... Clones on the run AND having sex... SUMMARY: On America's birthday, Mulder and Scully find a safe place, to celebrate... XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX After days of driving, they decide enough is enough. They badly need a break, to find a place to lie low and relax for a bit. It seems as though the last time they slept in a real bed is fast becoming a fade in their memories, though it's only been four days. They've taken turns sleeping and driving. Taken turns navigating and map reading and exit-searching, fast food ordering and rest-stop patrol. Though their ultimate intent is to lose themselves far north, they've mapped routes in straight lines, north and south, east to west. Steered their dusty vehicle in circles, always worried about being followed. Knowing that if someone wanted them badly enough they'd be found - but cautious, all the same. Still... day after day... it's enough. They're exhausted and grimy and starved for food that doesn't come out of a bag or a box. They wonder how long they'll have to live out this sort of life, before they can find some place somewhere they can stay for a while and feel safe. A week here, two weeks there... like so many other little towns they've encountered, they'd thought the last one was safe - and so they had stopped and found a small motel that boasted kitchenette units; paid for a month's worth of days and they'd gotten out of the car. A week later they were back in the car and running again, when Mulder noticed the local police nosing around, one too many times for comfort. Twice the patrol car had pulled up behind their vehicle and sat, for minutes on end. Maybe it was something - maybe it had been nothing at all. But they were too paranoid to care about sorting through their worries... they let their instincts guide them and they'd gotten the hell out. Without their kitchenette deposit. ******************* "Take the next exit, Scully." His voice is gravelly with weariness and his head drops back onto the seat as he folds the map and lays it aside. "Turn right and keep on going." "What am I looking for?" She rubs at her eyes; they're blurry and dry. In the dusk she finds the exit easily enough, and hops off the expressway. "A sign for 'Clemency'. Don't ask me why but somehow I feel a town with a name like that might be safe, for awhile." He offers no other explanation and she doesn't ask for one. She is used to his little eccentricities and he is more than familiar with her quiet trust. And after nine years of being together neither questions the other, when it comes to trust and being eccentric... They take the exit and turn right when they reach the end of it. They drive along a narrow country road edged in thick trees and soft green underbrush. They hear birds and crickets chirping; see a rabbit or two dart across the road, picked up in their low beams. When Mulder rolls down the window the evening air is hot but it smells sweet. The road curves gently, the encroaching night is somber but has a good feel to it. They have been traveling long enough to listen to the way a place sounds, judge it by smell and by sight. They know when to pass through and when to slow down and stay a while - and although they'd gotten spooked at their last stop, still they put great faith in the feel of the land and the way a town may look, sitting off in the distance. Twenty minutes later, when they reach Clemency... it feels good. It's a small place. The welcome sign at the town limits says 'Six- Hundred-Three and Still Growing!' and they are halfway through the main drag before they hit a single stoplight. It's a Wednesday night and the streets are just about deserted; they see a lone jogger and an elderly lady walking her dog. The small Main Street has one cafe open and nothing else. Cafe food sounds really good to them, so they pull over and lock up the car, link hands and go in. Inside, the place is a little dingy, a little dark and smells of French fries and coffee. They sit in a corner booth, side by side. Scully rests her head on Mulder's shoulder and he sifts a gentle hand through her hair. Beneath the table her palm rests on his thigh, fingers making small circles. They're so tired, and it must show on their faces, for a middle-aged waitress with impossibly black hair styled in a towering bee-hive drops two glasses of water in front of them, and comments, "Evening, folks - y'all look as tired as I feel!" Her words are not meant to offend, and Mulder gives her a smile and a nod, asking if they have a special. The waitress grins broadly, revealing blindingly white teeth, and replies, "You bet! Chicken fried steak with mashed potatoes and gravy. Green beans fresh from the garden. And peach cobbler with homemade ice cream for dessert. Y'all interested?" Her eyes are blue and they twinkle down at them; she can see they are most definitely interested - they are just about drooling, both of them. Mulder nods with enthusiasm and Scully gives the waitress a huge smile of her own. With a chuckle, the waitress bustles off, tossing over her shoulder, "It's the cobbler and ice cream - gets 'em every time!" Their plates come very quickly, heaped with food that smells like heaven. Mulder and Scully dig in; eat for ten minutes solid without uttering a word. The steak is tender and seasoned perfectly, the potatoes are real and the gravy is brown and rich. The beans are crisp and flavored with bacon and green onions - the cobbler is warm and crumbly and the dollop of ice cream on top melts down into every sweet crumb. It's wonderful. Not until they've begun to work their way through the dessert, do either of them talk. They never realized how starved they'd been, even though they'd stopped on the road and grabbed some Burger King. Scully manages about four bites of cobbler and ice cream, before leaning back in her seat and groaning aloud, "I'm dying over here, Mulder - but that's the best meal I think I've ever had." He nods, still cramming in the dessert, determined to eat every bite although his stuffed belly is bordering on pain. He quips, "You think they'd notice or care if I unbuttoned my jeans and let my tummy out?" Scully laughs tiredly, retorts, "I think I'd be worried that something other than my tummy was popping out, Mulder... and yes, I believe it would be noticed. It's getting late; we should try to find a place to stay." The waitress, heading back over to clean up the plates, overhears her and chirps in, "Y'all need a room for the night? My sister Wilma runs the Clemency Manor; it's just a mile away, off Keane Road. Nice place. Nothing fancy but it's clean and you get free breakfast here, for as long as you stay. I make a mean stack of blueberry waffles!" She hands them the check; their dinners are very inexpensive considering the quality and quantity of the meal and the friendly service. Mulder asks for directions to the motel, leaves a large tip. The waitress gives them another big grin and a bigger, 'Thank you!' - scribbles down a few directions, and as they head out the door her voice stops them. "Hey, folks! If you're staying in town more than overnight you may want to know about the July Fourth Festival, over at the fairgrounds. Lots of food, games... we got a small amusement park set up for the kids and fireworks after dark. I'll be glad to pack you a picnic lunch to take over; fried chicken and all the fixin's. If you want to go just ask Wilma to give you directions and have her call me so I can make your basket. Starts at noon!" With a wave, the friendly woman heads into the back kitchen with their plates. As Mulder gets behind the wheel, Scully murmurs, "Tomorrow is July Fourth? I had completely forgotten!" Mulder nods, "Me too, baby. We can stick around, if you want to - I feel okay here, don't you? Something in the air..." She nods as well, knowing exactly what he means. It smells good here - clean. Warm - and not just because it's a hot summer night in a country town. "I'd like to stay, I think - see some fireworks. Eat corn on the cob and maybe ride a Ferris wheel. I'd like that." Mulder smiles as he noses out onto the dark and quiet street. "Then we'll stay a few days, Scully." ******************* The ride to the Clemency Manor is a short one. If it weren't for the same laughing blue eyes, they would never have guessed that their waitress and the owner of the motel were sisters. Petite, with long blonde hair tied back in a ponytail, Wilma accepts the cash Mulder offers and glances down at the registration book where Scully has signed their names. "Number Twelve." She points toward the end of the row of motel rooms. "My sister called ahead to let me know you were on your way." She smiles and the resemblance between the sisters becomes more pronounced. "Enjoy your stay and don't forget to let me know tomorrow if you want Betty to get that picnic lunch together for you." Wilma drops a key into Mulder's outstretched palm. "We'll do that," he promises as he guides Scully toward the door. She glances back over her shoulder at the motel proprietress. "Goodnight." "G'night. Sleep well." Wilma waves briefly before disappearing into a small office behind the desk. The motel room is just what their waitress had promised. Small and clean, it is a step up from many of the places they have stayed not only in their years together as partners in the FBI, but also since they began their never-ending flight around the country. "Why don't you grab the first shower," Mulder offers, "while I get our stuff from the car." Scully nods gratefully and begins to strip on her way to the bathroom. She leaves her grimy clothes on the floor and makes a mental note to ask Wilma for directions to the closest laundromat tomorrow morning. It's been days since they've been able to do any wash and they are running perilously low on clean clothing. The water pressure is surprisingly strong and Scully takes a moment to savor the pounding needles of hot water against her skin. Tomorrow, she promises herself, she'll take the time to enjoy a luxurious shower, but tonight she simply wants to be clean. She unwraps a small bar of soap, lathers up a washcloth and begins the task of scrubbing away the grime brought on by four days of non-stop travel. She's rinsing shampoo from her hair when the temperature in the room suddenly drops as Mulder pushes open the bathroom door. "Here are your things," he calls over the pounding water. She pokes her head out from behind the shower curtain to see him setting a small toiletry bag onto the counter. "Thanks." Scully rubs water from her eyes and smiles in gratitude. He nods and stifles a yawn as he backs out of the room. She had been prepared to climb out of the shower, but the sight of the disposable pink razor peeking out of the top of the small bag has her reaching for it and the travel-sized can of shaving gel. Vanity. She shakes her head ruefully. She's tired. Mulder is tired. But she knows that shaving will help to make her feel less grubby and she so she makes the time. Mulder looks up from where he is lounging on the bed as she emerges from the bathroom in a fragrant cloud of steam. "Your turn," she says and brushes her lips across his as he pushes to his feet. He can smell the clean scents of soap and toothpaste and beneath all of that, he smells her unique fragrance. He pulls her close in a bone- crushing hug that lifts her onto her tiptoes, nuzzling at her neck, before heading off for his own shower. Mulder is only inclined toward lingering in a shower if Scully is with him and he makes quick work of his nightly ablutions. He sees the can of shaving cream and runs a hand over his jaw, but decides to wait until morning before shaving. When he returns to the bedroom he finds Scully sitting up in bed, wearing one of the last of his clean T-shirts and toweling her hair dry. "So what do you think?" he asks as he settles onto the mattress next to her. She looks up from beneath the towel. "About what?" "About staying here and enjoying the festivities tomorrow. You still game?" He tugs the towel away from her and uses his fingers to comb through her damp hair. Scully's eyes close and her head lolls back under his gentle massage. "Mmmm... yeah. This is a nice place." Her eyes pop open to look around the room. "The sheets are clean and they aren't threadbare." Her hands run over the bed linens. "I'd like to take a day or two to regroup." "Okay." He brushes a thumb over her cheekbone. "You tired?" His eyes are hopeful but undemanding. It's been days since they've made love and he is hungry for her, but the drive has been exhausting and he feels the weariness of four days spent looking over their shoulders. Scully nods in response to his question, but her eyes fire with interest. "I could be persuaded to stay up. You want to try to wait up for Letterman?" she asks with a pert lift of her brows. Mulder grins in response. "I had something else in mind." His hands skim under her T-shirt to find her breasts with unerring accuracy. Scully groans low in her throat, enjoying the feel of his big palms cupping her flesh. Her arms link around his neck and she pulls him into a kiss. Their mouths mate in a tangle of wet tongues, nipping teeth and sliding lips. They break apart and Scully's fingers curl into the towel wrapped around Mulder's hips and she pulls it from him, urging him to lean back against the headboard. When she rests her forearms on his shoulders the inside of her upper arm brushes against his cheek and he can feel the pattern of ridges there. She can feel them, too - like five little crinkles, under her skin. Mulder kisses the ridges and her smile is alight with love but tinged a bit with the knowledge that she has chosen to protect herself for five years. And she instantly reassures herself, should they want to let nature take its natural course, a year or so down the road... that the little contraceptives can be removed easily enough. Scully maneuvers more fully into his lap, hovers over him for a moment, running her hand over his straining flesh before guiding him to her. She lets the velvety head stroke against her, loving the way it feels. Slippery and hot, such a contrast of textures. Steel beneath satin, the most tender flesh, yet able to harden and lengthen from the life's blood pumping through it. Just thinking about its heat and power is enough for her... On some nights, she requires a lot of time, but not tonight. She too has missed this... has spent time over the last few days dreaming about being with him like this. Dreamt of having time for each other. She sinks down onto him, over him - envelops him. Their lovemaking is never the same. Sometimes greedy; sometimes playful. At times desperate. Tonight it is languid. Their pace is slow; their hands exploring; their kisses lazy as she rises and falls over him. And their release, when it comes, is like the popping of an ever-expanding bubble before they collapse into each other's embrace. With one last kiss, he slips out from beneath her and ambles into the bathroom, returning with a small hand towel and with tender ministrations gently wipes them both. He slides back under the covers and snaps off the lamp, sighing in satisfaction when Scully snuggles up against the solid warmth of his back. Enjoying the contrast of the artificially cold room and the heat of their bodies, they murmur soft sounds of love to each other and slide into sleep. ************* The next morning, she lets him sleep and makes good on the promise she made to herself the prior evening by indulging in a long, luxurious shower. She winds a bath towel around herself and creeps back into the bedroom to dig through their bags for a clean change of clothes. She pulls on her underwear and tugs a red tank top over her head. "Mulder." She sits on the edge of the mattress and curls her hand over one strong shoulder, giving him a little shake. "Mulder, it's time to get up." She shakes him a little harder and he rolls toward her with a sleepy groan. "Time izzit?" His voice is muffled as he rubs his unshaven cheek over the smooth skin of her thigh. Her fingers comb gently through his hair as she glances down at her watch. "Almost eight o'clock." She gives his hair a gentle tug and he opens his eyes to peer at her blearily. "Eight o'clock?" He stretches his arms over his head and yawns mightily. He's torn between wanting to sleep more and the enticement of blueberry waffles at the cafe. "Mulder." Her voice has taken on a mock sternness and he flinches as droplets of cold water fall from her wet hair onto his chest. "Are you getting up or do I have to eat breakfast alone?" "I'm up... I'm up," he grumbles and sits up in bed. "I just need a quick shower and shave and I'll be right with you." She stops him and curves her hand over his jaw. "Don't shave," she instructs him. Her eyes are bright with unspoken promises and he nods into her soft palm. She smiles in satisfaction and lets him rise from the bed, settling back on her elbows to watch him walk, nude, toward the bathroom. When he returns to the bedroom, he finds her sitting in one of the chairs near the window, lacing up her sneakers; he can't help but smile. "My... you're very patriotic," he intones softly. Scully stands and self-consciously smoothes her hands over her hips. She's paired the red tank with light blue denim shorts, white socks and white canvas sneakers. Her red hair is caught back into a ponytail and she looks at him worriedly. "Do I look ridiculous?" Mulder walks across the room and hooks his fingers in the front pockets of her shorts, yanking her up against his chest. "You look like a sexy, young co-ed," he tells her and noses her neck wolfishly. Scully tips her head back and rolls her eyes at his antics. She pulls away to gaze up at him, enjoying the scruffy look of his unshaven face and still-sleepy eyes. She stretches up onto her toes to press her cheek against his bristled jaw like a contented cat. "Scully," he whispers into her ear in a low, sexy voice that never fails to send a spear-point of pleasure through her. She tightens her arms around his neck and leans her head against his shoulder. "What?" She eyes the rumpled sheets of the bed speculatively and briefly wonders if they had hung out the 'Do Not Disturb' sign last night. "I'm starving." As if he's planned it, his stomach rumbles noisily. "Let's get something to eat and see what the good folk of Clemency have planned for the day." His smile promises that he'll make it worth her wait and Scully allows him to lead her from the room. Maybe she can persuade him to come back for an afternoon nap... *************** From their seat near the window of the cafe they are able to watch the parade marching down Main Street. Two fire trucks rumble down the center of the street followed by an open-topped convertible carrying the Homecoming Queen in her last official appearance of the year before a new queen is crowned in the fall. The high school marching band plays 'Stars and Stripes Forever' and the cheerleaders dance and kick and shake red, white and blue pom-poms in the air. Kids trundle by, some on decorated bikes and others straggling down the streets in their Girl Scout and Boy Scout uniforms. The crowd waves tiny American flags in the air and cheers as a group of Revolutionary War re-enactors march by. The sun is blazing and despite the early hour, the day is already warming up; the men in their heavy uniforms and women in their long dresses and petticoats look to be wilting in the heat. Mulder makes quick work of a stack of blueberry waffles and coffee and Scully nibbles on a toasted bagel with cream cheese and jelly while watching the parade through the window. "Aren't you hungry, honey?" Betty looks down with disapproval at the barely eaten bagel. Scully glances up with a guilty start and lifts the bagel from the plate. "I'm saving room for lunch," she says with a glance at the heavy picnic basket resting on the end of the counter across the room. Betty critically eyes her petite frame and thin, but strong arms. "You make sure she eats," she admonishes Mulder who looks back up with his most innocent and most engaging grin. "Yes, ma'am!" He polishes off the last of his waffles with a flourish and downs the rest of his coffee. He looks across the table. "You ready?" he asks, digging his wallet out of his pocket. Scully nods and drains orange juice from her glass. She picks up half of the bagel and licks cream cheese from her thumb. "I'm going to take this to go," she promises the waitress and earns a satisfied smile from the older woman. Mulder places several bills onto the counter to cover the cost of their picnic lunch and slides a pair of dark sunglasses onto his face. He grabs the picnic hamper with one hand and Scully's fingers with the other, leading her into the sunshine and heat of the holiday morning. Scully squints in the bright sun and unhooks her sunglasses from the scooped neck of her tank, slipping them onto her nose. She looks up and sees her image reflected back at her from the dark lenses of his glasses. "Where to?" His grin is wide in the bright morning sunshine. "Where the action is, baby..." They liberate a blanket from the trunk of their car and follow the crowds toward the fairgrounds. The amusement rides are silent and still but they hear a woman reassuring her children that they will be able to ride all of the attractions in the afternoon. Scully points toward an old oak tree and they shake out their blanket and set down the hamper in the shade of its large, overhanging branches. Mulder cracks open the lid of the hamper and they inspect the contents. Large ice packs line the thermal hamper, keeping the plastic containers of food cool. They throw part of the blanket over the hamper to further assure its refrigerating capabilities, and jump into Clemency's festivities. Hand-in-hand, they wander the fairgrounds. The people of Clemency are friendly, nodding and smiling at them throughout the day, but Mulder and Scully are aware of being outsiders looking in. It's what they've known for most of the last nine years and they have become comfortable and familiar with the feeling. They browse through the tables of the flea market where Mulder spends several minutes flipping through stacks of baseball cards, before they wander off to inspect the display at another table. Scully buys a lemon sno-cone and slurps on the icy, sticky treat while Mulder mockingly scolds that she had better have an appetite for lunch. They settle into hard plastic chairs near the bandstand and listen to the sounds of Sousa and Berlin, Goodman and Miller. Mulder tries his hand at one of the carnival games and blows five dollars before winning a small stuffed bear that he gallantly hands to Scully. Her fingers wistfully ruffle the bear's soft fur and he tips her face up to his and kisses the melancholy from her lips, knowing she's thinking of another small bear, and its tiny owner. The kiss brings a smile to her face and Scully sighs, then grasps his hand and tugs, indicating her readiness to move on. The amusement rides are spinning and twirling crazily by the time they decide to head back to their blanket. They stop at one of the food vendors and buy ears of corn soaking in butter, carrying them in small cardboard boats toward the oak tree. Scully opens the picnic hamper and begins to set out the various plastic containers and Mulder pulls off lids, sighing with pleasure at the spread of food before them. They feast on fried chicken and deviled eggs; moan with delight over the creamy potato salad and mop their faces with paper napkins when the melting butter dripping from the sweet ears of corn runs over their chins. They wash it all down with tart lemonade directly from a thermos, deciding to save the two generous slices of apple pie for later. They flop back onto the soft blanket and Mulder traces one finger over her nose and cheeks, smiling at the smattering of freckles that have popped out over the course of the day spent in the sun. He asks if she wants to ride the Ferris wheel with him and she tells him that she would - but later. They curl up on the blanket and a cooling breeze stirs the leaves of the oak tree as they take a late afternoon nap. They awaken a short while later to find the slanting rays of the sun have shifted yet again. The fairgrounds are even busier as the crowds gather hours in advance of the fireworks scheduled for later that evening. Several families have set up camp around their blanket and Mulder and Scully exchange pleasantries with them. They look up and shade their eyes when a shadow falls over their blanket. "We have an annual Fourth of July ballgame," a man about Mulder's age says. "And we lost our right fielder last week." The man tugs off his ball cap and scrapes his hair back from his forehead before settling the cap back into place. "You play?" Mulder nods slowly and looks down at Scully who smiles encouragingly. He climbs to his feet and the two men introduce themselves and amble across the fairgrounds toward the baseball diamond. "I'm Susan." Scully looks away from Mulder's retreating form to squint up at the woman standing near the edge of the blanket. "That's my husband, John," she said with a nod toward the man leading Mulder toward the baseball field. Scully rises. "I'm Katherine." She offers her hand to the other woman who appears to be about three or four years older than she. "And that's Wi-William." Her voice breaks slightly and she stumbles over the name before she quickly recovers. Susan smiles. "I'm going over to watch the game... wanna join me?" The two women find a shady spot near the fence along the baseline and settle down to watch the game. They make small talk but Susan senses Scully's reticence and doesn't probe too deeply into personal matters. She had spent part of the afternoon watching this couple as they moved about the fairgrounds and ate their lunch. There is something about them that drew her eyes back to them time and again but she can't quite put her finger on what that 'something' is. They are devoted to one another and seem to be enjoying the festival, but they have a quiet reserve, a... weariness... that sets them apart from everyone else. Scully sees Susan's eyes drift over her ringless hands. The other woman's eyes are curious as she looks toward right field where Mulder is punching his fist into a borrowed fielder's glove, though she doesn't ask the obvious question. But the answer is that they aren't married. They had toyed with the idea of buying wedding bands as part of their cover story, but decided that until they were able to marry using their own names, they wouldn't marry at all, not even in pretense. It doesn't matter. No ceremony - religious or civil - would bind them more closely together than they already are. The game goes quickly. Mulder doesn't hit a home run, but he does get onto base twice, scoring one run and driving in another. Scully feels a surge of pride and a low curl of lust in her belly when she watches Mulder gracefully run toward the back fence and snatch the ball from the air before it can leave the perimeter of the field. He lopes infield when the inning draws to an end and tosses a grin her way; she can't help but smile and wave back. When the game ends, Mulder slings one arm over Scully's shoulder and calls out quiet but good-natured remarks and farewells to the rest of the players before leading her off in search of more food. "You can't possibly be hungry," she protests and rubs a hand over her still-full stomach. "I just want a little something," he tells her as he buys a hot dog and wolfs it down in three big bites. "Baseball makes me hungry." The sky is still bright, but the shadows are lengthening as they make their way toward the carnival rides. Most small town carnivals have a blend of kiddie and adult rides, and this one is no different. Thick sawdust covers the ground where they walk, coating Scully's sneakers. They get in line for the 'Tilt- o-Whirl' and Scully murmurs, "I hope my stomach is up to the task, Mulder - as I remember this ride used to do me in, when I was younger." She leans back against Mulder's shoulder and watches the garishly colored cars filled with shrieking children and their parents, roiling around the noisy metal rail. Mulder nuzzles at her cheek and deadpans, "You mean 'Cast-Iron-Tummy Scully' gets oogie on a simple little ride like this? The same Scully who can autopsy a cadaver with one hand and scarf down pizza with the other?" His arms pull her closer for a quick hug, then as the ride comes to a stuttering stop he releases her and they shuffle forward toward an empty car. Scully grins up at him as they climb in and pull the safety bar over their laps. "Yes, Mulder. It's a completely different sensation. I promise you that if I tried an autopsy while riding the 'Tilt-o- Whirl', I'd get... oogie." As the carny throws the crank and the ride begins to move and spin, Mulder retorts, "Well, I for one will never ask you to, baby..." Her teasingly grateful, "Thank you SO much," gets lost in the screech of metal and the even louder screaming of the riders as they are flung about. In quick succession, they hit 'The Scrambler', the 'Wild Mouse' and the 'Gravitron', saving the huge Ferris wheel for last. By the time they get themselves settled in their seat and lock the bar in place, Mulder is fighting queasiness and Scully is decidedly green around the gills... but there is no way they'd stop, not now. A magical thing has happened to them while they've been torturing their poor, still-full stomachs - they have forgotten all of their imminent worries and anxieties, their melancholy. They have forgotten they were exhausted. Instead, they have found themselves slipping backwards, reclaiming a touch of their pasts - when they were more carefree. In the wind created by the Ferris wheel's spinning on its well-oiled axis, Scully's hair whips across her face, wispy curls torn free of her ponytail. Her cheeks are flushed and her eyes sparkle as she laughs aloud - and Mulder knows he has to stare and stare at her, soak in this moment - save it for later, when the magic is only a memory and they are on their way again. He keeps his arms tightly around her and when she turns to him in mid-laugh he kisses her open mouth, drinking in the laugh, the happiness. As the wheel comes to a gliding halt and they are caught at the very top, Mulder kisses the woman he loves and thinks to himself that there just can't be a better feeling in the world than flying and kissing at the same time... By the time they exit the rides it is almost dark enough for the fireworks to begin. Linking hands, they make their way back to their blanket and settle in, lying on their backs side by side. It's a clear, starry night; as they look up into the inky sky the carnival lights are cut all at once, and the first rocket is shot off... spirals up, and up... and fizzles out in a sputter of yellow sparks and an ear-pounding boom. Mulder laughs aloud. "Just like every other fireworks show of my youth, Scully - the first one is always a dud!" But the second one, and third... they are spectacular. A blue starburst surrounded by red and white spinners. A series of bright green shooters that crackle and spit orange streamers. The night turns into a kaleidoscope of artificial light and dazzling color, reflected in the upturned faces of everyone who watches and gasps with wonder, 'ooos' and 'ahhhs' with delight. Could anything be better than a show of fireworks to cap off a day of patriotic celebration? Mulder doesn't think so. And though he hates the corruption that he has seen within the government, though that very same government has become responsible for his and Scully's fugitive-like state and cruel separation from their son... still it's times like this he feels his heart swell with the same pride as every other bonafide American Child. Under cover of the rainbow sky and thunderous rocket-pops, Mulder and Scully cuddle together on an old blanket right out in the open in a little town called Clemency - bellies stuffed full of picnic goodies and the promise of a long night of more intimate celebration awaiting them, later in the clear and starry night. For now, life is good. The show is over, and it's time to leave. They still have two pieces of apple pie and half a thermos of lemonade; it'll make a great midnight snack. They fold up the blanket, collect empty containers and repack the hamper. They take their time walking back to their car; lock the hamper in the trunk; spend a few minutes necking, out in the hot summer night pressed up against the car door. Mulder runs an eager tongue across Scully's bottom lip; delves inside for a sweet taste, slides it over her cheek, heading straight for her small ear, whispering an outrageous, "Hey, baby... I got a great idea. How's about you come back to my motel room? I'll let you yank my doodle... Dana-dy..." Her laughter rings out richly, contrasting with her droll, "You are such an idiot, Mulder... I think I'm going to have to hold you to that proposition." His retort makes her laugh out loud, again. "Hold me? Oh, baby - God, I hope so..." ***************** In the distance, echoing through the still night, are the sounds of firecrackers and cherry bombs. In the darkness outside, flashes of sparklers arc in zigzags and circles, held by children and supervised no doubt by watchful parents. The smell of late barbecue is tangy in the moist summer air that wafts through the open window of their room. But the firecrackers are not as loud as the pounding of their hearts, beating within their chests. The sparklers shimmering in the dark are not as bright as the glow within two pairs of eyes that stare intently into each other's, as their bodies prepare to merge into one - and the tang and flavor of their kisses far outdistance any other taste, however tempting. It's been a magical day for them. They've been able to set aside their current standard of life, and embrace a respite, of sorts - a break from what they know constitutes their future. Of course, they have accepted their lot, thankful to be nothing more than alive, and with each other. However... sometimes, they will want more - need more. And sometimes, like today - they'll find it. The room is overly warm; they turned the air conditioner off because they wanted the windows open, wanted to feel the air, smell it. On the bed, Scully reclines against a mound of pillows, her eyes intently watching the way Mulder loves her; the measure of it, the depth. She knows he'll give of himself, for as long as she wishes to take - and she knows when it's her turn to let him take, he won't know what hit him. The thought makes her chuckle softly... Mulder lifts his head from her trembling body, tosses a smolderingly quizzical look her way. "What... does it tickle?" She shakes her head and reaches out a hand to smooth through his mussed hair. "No. It feels wonderful. I was just thinking about all the things I want to do... to you." Her eyes are glowing in the dimness of their bedroom, and she swears she can feel his gaze grow hotter. He slips his hands underneath her hips and lifts her, opens her - lowers his mouth and drinks her in. She tastes sweet, yet tangy - a little smoky. Addictive as hell - and he wants more. Much more. They have nights like this, when they can lose themselves in the wonder of the love they make between them. Mulder adores the way she quakes against his tongue, the shivers she can't control; the small sounds of satisfaction she can't hold in. He could care less right now, if he finds release - for he so loves the way she finds hers - and the knowing that he got her there. He loves that. Her feet press against his sides, toes curling; her hands clutch at his head. Her broken moans fill the bedroom and blend in with the popping bursts of firecrackers outside their room. Mulder pushes it, taking her higher; tongue and teeth and lips fully engaged. Inside, all around, sweet outer lips and hard little clit; so, so good. His fingers press and rub into her cheeks, caress the tight space between them - she gasps and shudders and her hips buck into his mouth. Her fingers pull at his hair; to Mulder it's better than any fireworks show. He raises his head just a little, wanting to see her eyes, see the sparklers there... pushing it again when a sharp little nip of his teeth takes her over, makes her cry out - makes her come. She locks eyes with his, as she comes... Sparklers. Blue ones, in her eyes. God... With damp hands she urges him up, pulls him over her still-quaking body. Up further, until his knees rest on either side of her shoulders, until she can reach him. When she looks up she sees that lovely hard flesh, waiting for her, all for her... she sees the dark flush in his face, the dilated eyes, the need written all over him. She curves her palms along the backs of his thighs, rises up a little, until her lips can probe him, open against him - take him inside. Just a little, for she knows he likes the teasing, the tiny increments of greed she can display; an inch at a time, little biting ones. Nibble, then a lick - one hand now palming his tight balls, the other slipping over and around, finding all the right areas to touch and press. Her tongue is ravenous and her desire, to make him burst, stronger than ever. It's been the best day, for both of them - and so far he's more than made her night. It's her turn... Deep, then deeper - her mouth is relentless. Her hands knead him, harder in the places she has learned he likes the most. Her tongue knows where to lick, to curl - her throat relaxes and lets him slip further. A groan builds in his heaving chest and erupts through his open mouth as he presses both palms against the headboard and leans down into her. He fights against moving, against thrusting into her mouth; at this angle he could easily choke her. And truly, it feels so goddamn good... he doesn't need to move. He only needs her mouth, her hands. Her love... most of all he needs that. More licks, more nibbles, a swirling tongue, and then several hard flicks against the sensitive head - it's perfect. It's more than he can take, it's not enough and yet if he doesn't stop now he won't be able to stop, not at all... And when he tries to pull away she won't let him. He can feel the vibration of the growl she emits. Her mouth tightens around him, her hands press on his balls - he gasps out a warning, "Scul - I can't - wanna be in you, baby..." He is shuddering and his entire body clenches when her muffled reply reaches his ears. "You are in me, right in me, love it, I love this, love you..." How can he argue with logic like that? He can't. He doesn't try. There's always tomorrow morning, to awaken slowly and sweetly, share kisses - find himself deep within her. For now, this is so perfect... When she feels him stiffen, muscles tightening, she lets her teeth graze him, loving the way he finally lets go and thrusts against her, the way he throws back his head. The way his groans leave her in no doubt as to the strength of his feelings, for her. One last time, she takes him deep - and that's all he needs. He comes apart in her mouth, a hot explosion that fills her and completes her, because it belongs to Mulder, is part of him. She loves the taste of him, the wet of him - the life of him, there in her throat. She holds him tightly, laves him thoroughly, and prolongs it for him, as long as he wants it. Seconds later his head is on the pillow next to hers and the kiss they share is so tender. Their hands cup, caress, adore - their breathing evens out as their bodies calm. Their sleepy eyes remain locked; hers still glowing blue and his still passion-dark. The words they whisper in the aftermath are soft with the wonder they always feel, each time they make love. Each time their luck holds, and they see each other through another day. The love they express to each other arrows right into their hearts, lodges there... keeps them safe. The room is too warm but neither of them wants to get up and close the window, turn on the air conditioner. They don't want to let go. They can live with a bit of sticky skin - Mulder whispers this to her and Scully laughs sleepily. "Sooner or later one of us will have to let go, and get up, Mulder. You know, maybe use the bathroom -" His equally drowsy voice is decisive. "Nope. If I go I'm taking you with me. You can help me aim." Her giggles vibrate against his chest and he joins her for a moment, then yawns in her face. And she knows it's love because she doesn't mind at all; in fact she returns the favor. Scully can feel herself going fast; she manages a groggy, "Blueberry waffles, tomorrow? My treat." Her body snuggles in closer and she slips a leg between his, presses her dampness against his satiated flesh. It feels good. Mulder sighs and strokes his lips over hers, a sleepy-sweet bedtime taste; mumbles against her, "Only if you let me buy you dinner and seduce you, later." Her sigh warms his tongue. "Deal. God, I'm so easy..." He'd reply, but he's already fallen asleep - and seconds later, so has she. There's always tomorrow though, to make good on their promises. Breakfast, and then dinner. Another evening, maybe two. One day at a time, one town closer to ultimate safety. Yet it feels good, here. They'll stay, a few days... Little by little, the July Fourth celebration in Clemency drops off, as its citizens retire for the night, and prepare for a new day. End