TITLE: HERDING CATS AUTHOR: FOXPROSE E-MAIL: FOXPROSE2003@YAHOO.COM RATING: NC-17 WARNING: Descriptive sex. Smut warning. CATEGORY: MSR KEYWORDS: Slight Angst DISCLAIMER: Enough problems with real people in my life, let alone fictional characters. They belong to Chris Carter, Ten Thirteen Productions and Fox Broadcasting. FEEDBACK: Please! Send to foxprose2003@yahoo.com SPOILERS: Slight references to Fire and The End. SUMMARY: "Those two agents o' yours are wound up tighter 'an ticks on a hound." AUTHOR'S NOTES: As always, kudos to Donnilee for her incredible beta, constant encouragement, and wonderful website. A special thank you to Carma, who spent almost as much time on this story as I did, and whose feedback on character development and motivation elevated this story far beyond my original aspirations. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX FBI HEADQUARTERS A.D. WALTER SKINNER'S OFFICE WASHINGTON, DC 10:30 AM Walter Skinner held the earpiece of his telephone a few inches away from his face, but this did nothing to mute the disembodied voice on the other end. "Those two agents o' yours are wound up tighter 'an ticks on a hound." The speaker was John Hathaway, the SAC of the Dallas field office, and he was just warming up. "Well, thanks for the tip-off, John. I'll handle it from here. Anything specific I should know?" Skinner responded. "I mean to tell you they were both jumpier 'an long-tailed cats in a roomful o' rockers. And that one? The one with the animal name? Wolf, Fox, Coyote, whatever? Well, ya oughta have him checked for rabies, 'cause he about bit off anyone's head who came near 'im." "That would be Agent Mulder." "And that lil' pathologist who came with 'im wasn't much better. We all thought she was gonna jump outta her skin if somebody said boo." "Well, I appreciate the feedback, John. I'll handle it with the agents directly. Good talking to you." Skinner hung up before Agent Hathaway could launch another round of folksy metaphors. John Hathaway was a decent agent and a good supervisor. However, Skinner could only take so much from a man who had moved to Texas and found his inner cowpoke via a Main Line Philadelphia family and an Ivy League education. He rubbed his temples and then picked up the telephone to summon the agents to his office, wondering why he had ever pursued the FBI's executive track. Cats in a roomful of rockers, indeed. Unfortunately, it was his job to herd them. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX FBI HEADQUARTERS A.D. WALTER SKINNER'S OFFICE WASHINGTON, DC 1:00 PM Special Agents Fox Mulder and Dana Scully sat stoically, eyes straight ahead, still reeling from the blistering reprimand Skinner had issued. In addition to 'lack of professional courtesy,' 'unwillingness to develop collegial relationships,' and 'disregard for the importance of teamwork,' they were now being charged with 'nervousness befitting long-tailed cats in a roomful of rockers.' Skinner could no longer keep a straight face as he repeated Hathaway's comparison. He made a half-hearted attempt to stifle his laughter but gave up the fight. Mulder and Scully desperately needed some levity, and they, too, were overcome by mirth at the description of Hathaway's complaints against them. They wiped their eyes, and Skinner once again became serious. "I've checked the records. Neither of you has taken more than a single day of vacation in more than two years. I am not counting hospitalizations. I wouldn't have put it quite like Agent Hathaway, but he has a point." Skinner stopped and consulted a yellow legal pad. "Sir," Scully began. He cut her off. "The two of you will be assisting the Organized Crime Division in the Brooklyn/Queens resident agency in a brief undercover role. Your job there should be finished by tomorrow night, and both of you are required to use the rest of the week to relax and rest up. I don't want to hear or see either of you until a week from today." "Does the New York case have anything to do with the X-Files?" Mulder asked pointedly. "No, Agent Mulder. As I understand it, you and Agent Scully will be posing as patrons of a restaurant in Brighton Beach, Brooklyn. The field office in New York has been working to bring down a leader in the Russian mob. They hope to arrest him in the restaurant tomorrow night," Skinner explained. "But the New York office has hundreds of agents ..." Scully started to complain. "Yes," Skinner agreed, "but keep in mind that Russian organized crime is filled with former KGB and military intelligence officers. These are not garden-variety criminals. They've already identified a number of the agents in the Brooklyn/Queens agency, and no one knows how much information they have on agents based in Manhattan or Newark. That's why outside agents are being brought in." Skinner dismissed the two agents, who began to take their leave. As they reached the door, he called out, "Just a minute, Agent Scully." She stopped and he motioned for her to re-take her seat. Mulder paused, but Skinner nodded his head toward the door. Mulder slunk out with obvious reluctance. Skinner directed his attention to the petite but tough-as-nails agent seated before him. "Agent Scully, I'm going to ask for your help." He leaned toward her over his desk. "You and Agent Mulder are often unorthodox in your approach to your work, but you've frequently been successful in wrapping up cases that others couldn't or wouldn't." Scully nodded, unsure of what was coming. "I realize John Hathaway can be pain in the ass with his fake Texas accent," continued Skinner in a soft, conciliatory tone. "But Agent Mulder *is* wound too tight. I can't send him out like this. When this undercover thing wraps up, please try to make sure Mulder does whatever he needs to do to relax. I realize you're not responsible for your partner's behavior or personal life, but I can't have another Dallas. Do you understand?" Scully nodded. "Yes, Sir." She felt uneasy, as if she were once again being used to conspire against Mulder, but she knew their boss was right. The trip to Dallas had been a disaster. She kept her face expressionless as an idea flitted through her consciousness. Maybe this was the chance she'd been waiting for to push the envelope just a little with Mulder. She'd worked hard to keep her feelings for her partner under wraps, and she had plenty of circumstantial evidence that Mulder was working toward the same unspoken goal. Somehow, though, the tension seemed worse lately. Every time he touched her, every time she accidentally leaned against him, every look he gave her ... well, no wonder the Dallas SAC compared them to cats in a roomful of rockers. Skinner nodded his dismissal, and Scully edged out of the room. He could see Mulder waiting anxiously for her in the outer office. One down, he thought, and one to go. He picked up the telephone, glanced across the office make sure the door was completely closed, and began dialing a number with a 212 area code. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX FBI HEADQUARTERS X-FILES OFFICE WASHINGTON, DC 3:00 PM Walter Skinner knocked lightly on the door to the basement office occupied by Agents Mulder and Scully. The door was ajar and he could see Mulder hunched over his computer screen. A printer was spitting out paper in the background. "Agent Mulder?" he interrupted. Mulder startled slightly at the sight of Skinner, who rarely ventured to the basement. He jumped to his feet as Skinner entered the office. "Is Agent Scully here?" Skinner inquired. "No. No, she, uh, went home a little early to grab a bag. We're catching a 7 PM shuttle to LaGuardia." "Good," said Skinner approvingly. "I wanted to talk to you." Mulder listened warily, his unblinking eyes focused on Skinner. "I realize John Hathaway can be pain in the ass with that stupid accent and all," Skinner repeated, using the same speech he'd used a few hours ago. "But Agent Scully *is* wound too tight. She's not as effective like this. When this undercover thing is over, I want you to make sure she does whatever she needs to do to relax. Off the record, I'll try to find a way to cover any reasonable expenses that the two of you might incur in New York. I'm not asking you to take responsibility for Agent Scully's private life, but I can't have another Dallas. Do you understand?" Mulder nodded numbly. Was he serious? Not take responsibility for Agent Scully's private life? His entire fantasy life was built around his desire to 'take responsibility' for Scully's private life! Well, be a major part of it, anyway. He spent hours daydreaming about ways to make a place for himself in her private life and hours being depressed when his little schemes failed. Skinner exited, closing the door behind him. Mulder stared into space as he mentally flogged himself with unwelcome memories. He recalled Scully receiving a steady stream of personal phone calls from family and friends -- people she did want in her private life. Scully disrupting business in each backwater field office they visited as every heterosexual male panted for her attention. Scully yearning for a 'normal' life. Scully consistently unimpressed by what he had to offer, namely his passion for his work and feelings for her. He felt his eyes sting slightly, and he rubbed them with his fingers, disgusted by his emotional wallowing. Be a part of her private life? Yeah, right. 'In my dreams,' he thought miserably. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX JACKIE ROBINSON PARKWAY - 'THE INTERBORO' QUEENS/BROOKLYN, NY 8:30 AM "So, you guys up here to help us get the Russians?" asked Special Agent Leo Fine, turning briefly to face Scully. Agent Fine was driving the government-issue sedan through the hairpin turns of the famed 'Interboro' connecting Queens and Brooklyn. The posted speed limit was 30 MPH, but traffic was moving at 60. Mulder sat in the back seat while Scully occupied the front passenger side. Scully's hand was white where she gripped the handhold in the door, and she noticed Mulder had closed his eyes. All three agents were dressed casually, Scully in jeans and a sweater and Mulder in chinos. They had been asked to look like a couple dining out in a neighborhood restaurant. "Um, yeah, I guess so," gulped Scully. "Our A.D. at headquarters told us they wanted fresh meat, that too many agents up here had been identified." "Yeah, sometimes the bosses know what they're doin'," Fine agreed in a thick Brooklyn accent. "So, you're a doctor and you're a psychologist. How'd you two end up with the Bureau?" he continued. Mulder smiled in spite of himself. This guy was straight out of central casting! Most special agents were lawyers or accountants or both, and he wondered if the FBI had sent Agent Fine for lessons in sounding like a two-bit mobster or if he'd developed the skill on his own. Scully was answering, or rather, not really answering. "Oh, you know how it is. You're in grad school, not sure what you want to do. Someone talks to you about law enforcement in general or about the Bureau. You apply, and before you know it, you're risking your life on the Interboro," she smiled weakly. "I gotcha," agreed Agent Fine, nodding, but apparently missing the humor. "Same wit' me. I finished law school and just couldn't see sittin' around in a suit for 40 years writin' briefs. 'Course, my ma, she was ready to kill me. She and my dad worked to put me through an expensive college and law school, and all she gets is a kid who sounds like he makes a living shakin' down fruit vendors in the 'hood." Scully laughed in recognition. "Oh, I definitely know that problem," she said. "Where did you go to school, anyway?" "Undergrad at Penn, law school at Columbia," he answered, and a discerning listener could have heard the Brooklyn accent recede for just a moment. "Well, I'm glad you're on our side," Scully said with a smile. "And I hope your mom comes around." They exited the Interboro and wound through a maze of residential streets and small business districts until they reached Brooklyn's 'downtown.' Fine pulled into a parking garage and escorted them to an elevator that dumped them squarely in the 'bull pen' of the Brooklyn agency of New York's field office. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX NEW YORK FIELD OFFICE BROOKLYN/QUEENS AGENCY QUEENS/BROOKLYN, NY NOON Mulder and Scully gathered their few notes and stood up and stretched. What could you say about an operational briefing? On one hand, you wanted to pay attention because knowing the details could keep you alive. On the other hand, keeping your eyes open was almost impossible during the repetition of minutiae that had nothing to do with you. Agent Fine, who had apparently been appointed their New York guardian, begged off escorting them to lunch. But he jotted down a virtual U.N.'s worth of ethnic eateries within walking distance. There would be time for a long lunch before they were transported via van to Brighton Beach with the other agents. Male agents swarmed around Scully, flirting, joking, offering to take her to lunch, or just trying to get her attention. Mulder watched as she skillfully dispersed the crowd without wounding any egos. This performance by Scully was a regular feature when they traveled, and Mulder always felt a twinge of pride spiked with melancholy. Yeah, he was simply one more puppy panting after her, whom she could swat away without missing a beat. "Hey, Scully, you want to try Ethiopian food?" Mulder asked as he read the list. "Or what about Bulgarian?" He knew she would want to eat light but couldn't resist teasing her a bit. "How about sandwiches or salad," she said firmly, and it was not phrased as a question. "So does that mean Mama Tessa's All-You-Can-Eat Italian Smorgasbord is out?" he inquired with a grin. "Yup, and you can also cross off the Irish place. I'm not eating brisket and potatoes just before a stakeout." They compromised on a coffee shop that, to read the menu, served everything in the world. Scully was happy with a tuna sandwich while Mulder ordered a complete breakfast platter. "Why do you think Skinner sent us up here? I mean, why did he really send us?" Mulder queried over his scrambled eggs. Scully paused. She knew that he was fishing for information about Skinner's private chat with her. Should she let Mulder know about her 'assignment' to make sure he got some R&R? "Mulder, you've got to admit, things didn't go all that well in Dallas. Maybe Skinner's trying to help us. After all, he kept the Dallas SAC from taking any official action against us," she answered back. "So what are we going to do?" Mulder questioned sarcastically. Good question, thought Scully. She noticed that Mulder used 'we.' Maybe her hidden agenda would work out more easily than she'd expected. "Let's just wing it," she said. "Do you have any ideas?" "No," he answered sullenly, and immediately regretted his tone. It wasn't Scully's fault that he had no ideas for spending four relaxing days in New York -- or anywhere else on earth. Scully left the tip and Mulder went to the cashier to pay. They returned silently to the Bureau office, thinking more about their enforced vacation than about the upcoming undercover job. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX TIBELISI RESTAURANT BRIGHTON BEACH BROOKLYN, NY 7:00 PM The FBI had commandeered the family-owned restaurant that served as a meeting place for local mob figures. The family acquiesced happily. They were less concerned about losing organized crime patronage than pissing off the FBI, who in turn, might piss off the IRS, a more formidable foe than the FBI and the mob combined. Seventeen agents sat in place for three hours, posing as diners. Finally, the target arrived, Boris Para-something-or-other. Three men, all of them known to the Brooklyn field office, accompanied him. They were shown to a table fitted with a microphone that was taped to the bottom. It wasn't exactly James Bond, but it worked and it was legal - the judge had signed the order yesterday morning. At a signal from the SAC, Boris and his friends were surrounded. The arresting agents cuffed them and led them outside. Like true professionals, the suspects were unsurprised by this turn of events. They remained polite if not exactly friendly. In a few minutes, their lawyers would be rushing to their sides. "It's like a dance," commented Mulder dejectedly as he and Scully retrieved their jackets and prepared to leave with the rest of the agents. "We take two steps forward and push them back, and then they take three steps forward while we're sitting on our asses in court. It just goes on forever." "C'mon, Mulder," Scully coaxed. "RICO changed a lot. Look at all the old-time bosses who've been brought down." "Right," he continued dourly. "And there are two guys ready to step up to bat for every one we put away." "Well, I guess we should be thankful we're not assigned to Organized Crime," she concluded. "It might be even more discouraging than the government conspiracy beat." She grinned at Mulder, forcing him to smile in return. The other agents were all in high spirits on the ride back to the office. Their role was finished, completed without any casualties, property damage, or legal problems. High-fives were exchanged and details of the operation were retold again and again. "Hey, guys!" Leo Fine turned around to address Mulder and Scully, who occupied the very rear of the passenger van. "I heard you're spending a couple a' days here in the Big Apple?" "Um, right. I guess," answered Mulder, looking at Scully for help. "We've been putting in a lot of hours lately and our A.D. told us we could play tourist 'til the end of the week." "Well, I gotta deal for you! Why don't you check out of that Marriott place you're at and use the Bureau's apartment in the city? I checked with the boss, and no one's gonna be there until Saturday night. It's got two bedrooms and it's in a great building. It's got a doorman and everything. We usually use it for undercover stuff or visiting bigwigs or whatever, but it's yours for three days if you want it. Kind of a 'thank you' from the field office to HQ." "That sounds perfect!" exclaimed Scully. Her shining eyes reflected her inner delight. She couldn't have orchestrated such a perfect opportunity if she'd tried. Mulder's neck snapped around in surprise. He put his arm around her in the darkness of the van and leaned in to whisper in her ear. "Scully, are you sure?" She didn't say anything, but she nodded and smiled. Mulder took a risk and left his arm around her. He felt her snuggle into him slightly, as if to keep warm. He looked at her again in the dark of the car. She usually jumped when he touched her. Was this his Scully or an alien imposter? "Great! You'll have a fantastic time," Agent Fine responded and turned back to the conversation. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX THE UPPER WEST SIDE MANHATTAN 11:00 PM The apartment more than lived up to Agent Fine's promises. It was on the fifteenth floor of a modern high-rise. Unlike many Manhattan doormen, whose performance of their duties tends to be cursory until the few weeks preceding Christmas bonuses, this doorman checked their names and credentials against a computerized photo database before admitting them to the elevators. "Thank you, Mr. Mulder, Dr. Scully," he said in a theatrically- trained voice. "Mr. Fine asked me to tell you that dinner will be delivered shortly. Courtesy of the office." "Uh, thanks," responded Mulder as his eyes met Scully's. Since when did the New York field office take lessons from Martha Stewart? "That was strange," Scully whispered when the elevator doors closed. "He seemed to have a lot of details about us." "Except that we're with the Bureau. The employees of the building probably don't know who the real tenant is. They probably just think it's some kind of corporate apartment." The elevator stopped, and they found the apartment without difficulty. Both inhaled audibly as the entered. Expertly decorated, the apartment looked neither masculine nor feminine, neither young nor old. The apartment was unmarred by the possessions that characterize real life. There was no hodge-podge of mismatched furniture and knick-knacks, no goofy cards from relatives, no tacky refrigerator magnets from local businesses, and no corners stacked with odds and ends that seemed like a good idea at Wal-Mart. "Can you believe this place?" Scully asked as she placed her bag on the floor and twirled around before plopping down on a leather couch. "Now you know where the money for your desk went," answered Mulder, smiling. "Yeah, really," she concurred. Mulder was still trying to process Scully's enthusiastic acceptance of offer to stay in New York. He was thrilled, of course, but he was nervous, too. What did she expect? Had she simply grabbed the opportunity for an innocent shopping trip or did she have something else in mind? He had to get it right, and the pressure was mounting. "So what's the game plan, Scully?" he asked, trying to sound casual. "Are we hanging out together or do you have plans of your own?" He remembered sourly the bullpen in the Brooklyn office. Had one of the agents finagled a date with her while his back was turned? "All I want right now is a bath and something to eat," she answered with a smile. "So what do think it'll be? Pizza or Chinese?" "The odds are on pizza. Go ahead and take a bath, and I'll listen for dinner." "Thanks, Mulder," she answered in such a sweet, sincere way that it made his heart melt. She took her bag from the floor and disappeared into the smaller bedroom. The possibility of romance was replaced by more straightforward lust a few minutes later as he watched her emerge from her bedroom and enter the bathroom wearing only a satiny robe. Scully would soon be naked and wet and just a few feet away. The door buzzer sounded. Mulder shook himself out of his daydreams and answered. It was not pizza, nor was it Chinese food. The man confirmed Mulder's identity, though less rigorously than the doorman, and beckoned to two young men bearing sturdy boxes. The three men went straight to the kitchen, where they began unpacking. As far as Mulder could tell, he and Scully were going to be eating aluminum foil for dinner. Pan after pan, each swathed in foil, was unpacked and ceremoniously placed on the countertops. Bakery boxes emerged from one of the crates along with mineral water and ... champagne? Clearly there had been a mix-up. Mulder laid out a tip to the supervisor and ushered the crew out of the apartment before they had a change of heart. He walked quietly into the kitchen and began peeling foil covers back: Shrimp and lobster salad, filet mignon, double-baked potatoes, fresh green beans in some kind of sauce. He was getting ready to check out the bakery boxes when he heard Scully emerge from the bathroom. Her robe clung to her damp body. Mulder, like a deer caught in the headlights, was transfixed by the image of Scully in the thin wraparound robe. His eyes sought out spots where her breasts and hips were explicitly outlined by the damp fabric, and he could smell the citrus fragrance from her freshly washed hair. "Mulder?" she asked pointedly to bring his attention back up to her face. Scully couldn't suppress a smile at his discomfiture. Oh, this was too perfect! His defenses were crumbling by the minute! "Uh, what?" he answered after a brief pause, during which he did, indeed, drag his eyes to meet hers. "Dinner's here already? That was fast." "Yeah, but Scully, get a load of this stuff! What do you think is going here?" Mulder, afraid he'd been caught ogling her, was happy to steer conversation toward the food. He pulled back the foil covers to show her the full range of their bounty. "Beats me. Is that champagne?" she asked with interest. "Two bottles. It's the good stuff, too," he replied. The champagne was cold, and Mulder found a dishtowel to hold over the neck as he loosened the cork, using the trick he'd learned watching PBS. Scully opened cabinets until she found the glasses, including champagne flutes. They postponed dinner for a bit and drank champagne while checking out the view from the living room windows. The champagne was so good they delayed dinner just a few more minutes. Second glasses were consumed curled up on the couch, chatting about the day's work and the characters in the Brooklyn/Queens agency office. They had returned to the kitchen for thirds when Scully opened the bakery boxes. "Oh look, Mulder, éclairs!" she cried. These were not overblown, mass-marketed pastries, but tiny, individually crafted works of art. She selected one and held it up for him to taste. Mulder opened his mouth and allowed her to feed him. He bit down softly, and some of the custard filling escaped onto Scully's finger. She kept her finger aloft, and he finished the tiny pastry in another bite, this time using his tongue to clean up the stray custard off her finger. They stood frozen for a moment by the erotic charge, his mouth still cushioning her finger. Neither moved. Mulder waited for Scully to retreat behind her special agent persona while Scully waited for Mulder to make a risqué joke. A thought ran through Scully's mind. 'Oh yes, much easier than I expected.' Instead of backing away from him, Scully moved closer and smiled. Was she was giving permission, he wondered hazily. Did she want this! He withdrew her finger from his mouth slowly, not wanting to break the mood. It was now or never, he realized. He screwed up his courage and bent his head to her. He'd always dreamed of making their first real kiss gentle, but he abandoned that idea immediately. The tension was too high, their desperation too great. Their tongues met and dueled to explore each other's mouths and Scully pressed against his body, molding her form to his. She began to move her hands, running them first over his shoulders and chest, then reaching down to stroke his thighs, and finally outlining the curves of his ass as she pulled him even closer. Mulder's heart soared. She could certainly feel his arousal; in fact, she was pulling him toward her, setting a thrusting rhythm to their contact. Yes! She really did want this! He wouldn't have to use any of the apologies he'd mentally prepared. The belt on Scully's satin robe had given up its fight, and the robe hung open. Emboldened, Mulder ran his hands first along her back and the curve of her waist and followed the trail to her breasts. So many fantasies over the years. He traced the contours of each breast, memorizing the feel. Her nipples were hardened and he finally broke their kiss to take a single nipple into his mouth. "Yes," she hissed, and her hands cradled his head as she stroked his hair back from his forehead. "Yes, please!" He used his teeth gently and experimentally on her breasts and was rewarded with a whimper and the arch of her back. "Scully?" He pulled away and held both her hands in his, "Make love to me. Please make love to me?" She raised her eyes, which had been downcast, and smiled. "I'd like that, Mulder," she answered simply. She took the lead, pulling him toward the larger bedroom. Her robe had fallen back from her shoulders and trailed behind her as she held lightly onto Mulder's hand. It took only the slightest push to drop him on the bed, but instead of joining him immediately, she crossed the room to turn on a lamp. "I want to see you," she said softly. Mulder, lying fully clothed on his back, was speechless. The trailing robe accentuated her nudity and the play of shadows on her body. Though he'd fantasized about the two of them in every possible location and position, Mulder had never planned what he would do with such an opportunity in real life. He started to remove his shirt, but Scully crossed the room quickly, climbed astride him, and swatted away his hands from the buttons. "Unh uh. Let me." The robe was now an annoyance, and she cast it off on the floor. She centered herself, on purpose or by accident, Mulder couldn't say, directly on top of his erection and allowed him to feel her heat through his jeans. With more finesse than he could have managed, she slowly unbuttoned his shirt and slid her hands beneath his undershirt. He had never thought much about his nipples when he was younger, but they had become his most important erogenous zone - - okay, second most important erogenous zone -- when he reached his mid-thirties. Even routine friction could give him an erection, and his hips began to buck involuntarily when Scully raked her nails across both nipples simultaneously. "Whoa, slow down, cowboy," she teased as she slid back a bit to rest on his thighs. She unbuckled his belt and carefully unzipped his jeans. She slid back until she was standing at the foot of the bed between his legs and pulled his pants and boxers into a pile on the floor. She giggled slightly as she pulled off his socks, but her face became grave when she spread his legs and crawled into the V-shaped space. "No regrets, Mulder. And no going back," she said seriously, meeting his eyes. "I love you too much. And I think you love me, too." He was flooded with relief, giddy happiness, and gratitude. Lots of gratitude! Could he have said the words first? Well, maybe, in a life-threatening situation or under the influence of enough narcotics, but he was profoundly thankful to follow Scully's lead. "I ... I love you, Scully," he stammered, searching for his voice. "I need you so much. God, Do you know how much I need you? You're all that matters in my life." He realized he was starting to babble in response to releasing such tightly corked emotions. "Shh," she cooed as she stretched to stroke his lips. His arm cushioned her head as she lay parallel to him. The urgency to mate abated slightly, and he allowed himself to be drawn into the languid rhythm with which she stroked his body. It seemed she staked out every inch of his body, except for one place, the place now throbbing in anticipation of her touch. "Can I taste you?" she asked softly. Mulder was mute. A ragged moan escaped and he nodded slightly. A single shuddering breath and she was between his legs again, licking and nipping around and under his balls before taking him into her mouth. Her hands worked in concert with her mouth, and his breathing became frantic and shallow and punctuated by incoherent moans. He was close, very close, when it permeated his brain that there would be only one 'first time' with Scully. "No," he said hoarsely, and with a little regret allowed himself to slide out of her mouth. He stood up shakily and pulled off his shirt and undershirt. Scully watched him with a bemused expression. "Tell me you love me, Scully. I don't even care if it's not really true. Just tell me again." She'd said she loved him, but a part of him feared that Scully would treat this experience more casually than he did. He rationalized that even if she did, he would have her words to replay in his memory. "I fell in love with you in Oregon," she said quietly. "Then I grew to love you. Truly love you." Her voice was unusually hesitant and so genuine that he gave in to his desire to believe her. "Really, Scully? You've thought about us before? Why didn't you ever tell me?" She didn't respond at once. He kneeled on the bed and then stretched out, partially covering her body with his as he explored her with his hands and tongue. "Scared, I guess," she finally answered. "Didn't think you were interested. Thought you still wanted Phoebe or ... someone like her." She did not speak the name of the rival she feared most. Remorse flooded him. She had seen him with Phoebe. The Gunmen had tipped her off to Diana. It was his own stupid fault that she had never given him any signals. He took a deep breath. The next words had to be perfect. "Scully, I'm so sorry you thought that. I was stupid not to tell you how I felt or give you some kind of clue or even just ask you out. I'm sorry I caused us to waste so much time." She was silent, and he hoped this meant he was forgiven. She wrapped her legs around his, working them to his waist. Entering her was inevitable now. She reached between them to provide the slightest direction as he allowed her muscles to pull him in deeper than he had ever dreamed. The motion was inevitable, too, and she met his rhythm. They clung to each other, uttering half-formed words that confirmed each other's need. She guided his fingers to the perfect spot between their bodies and he could feel each of her muscles react when he located the tiny fold. Again he circled her flesh with his thumb, and again. Her nipples were now tiny peaks and a shiver went through her. One more time, roughly this time, and her body stiffened. She emitted a low-pitched mew as her head snapped back with each spasm. Mulder needed no further invitation. In fact, he was relieved he'd lasted this long! Her internal muscles were gripping him in waves, coaxing his own orgasm. He slammed into her harder now until he felt his own wet warmth mingling with hers. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX THE UPPER WEST SIDE MANHATTAN 12:30 AM The man in the darkened 17th floor apartment lowered the telescope that had been trained on the unit across the street. The couple he had been observing continued drinking champagne and breaking for long kisses as they strained for a view of Central Park, oblivious to this unseen witness. He retreated to a bedroom where he extracted a cell phone from his pocket and dialed a Washington number. "I think you'll find the problem is solved, Sir," he reported in a deferential tone. His Brooklyn accent made him sound like a gangster movie capo reporting to the big boss. There was a pause as he listened to the response. "No, Sir. I wouldn't describe them as jumpy or tense. At least, not anymore." He paused again. "Rocking chairs, Sir? There were no rocking chairs in my surveillance." A shorter pause this time. "Thank you, Sir. It was no trouble at all. The New York field office is happy to do whatever we can to help out the bosses in Washington. Feel free to call me personally if there's anything else you need." He paused significantly so the listener would understand that a favor would be asked in return someday. Finally he ended the call and pocketed his cell phone, locking the apartment door as he left. THE END.