Title: The Days After
Author: Daisy-Grace
E-MAIL: Daisy-Grace@rocketmail.com
Rating: I need to warn you, it is between NC-17 and X. If you
are under age leave this place immediately or get parental
permission to read it.

I am always happy to receive any feedback, bad or good. I think I
have some problems with the language because I am not a native
speaker. Please, e me if there are any comments or you find some
faults.

Distribution: Anywhere if you like, just keep Daisy-Grace as
the author.

Summary: Scully rape story and a final union with our favorite
two persons.

Content: Extreme Scully angst.
Warning: This story includes violent and sexual scenes.
Spoilers: Never Again
DISCLAIMER: Unfortunately I do not own the characters of the
X-Files, but the holy Chris owns them all.
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Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
15 Vella LaVelly Rd.
Apt. 20
What the hell am I doing here<, Scully thought as she walked
up the stairs to Ed's apartment. She had had no date for
years, was this only a date because she wanted to show Mulder
that she still had a life? He had been so arrogant as he had
left the office, without telling her where he was going
either, and it wasn't fair when he asked her in a ridiculous
tone if she had a date. Really, Ed was a nice guy, but her
acting - going with a totally stranger to his home - was a
little dangerous. Normally she had never gone out with a guy
she didn't know before. But hopefully she would have a nice
time and could show Mulder that she has a life as well.

Ed opened the door and invited her into his apartment.
"May I offer you something to drink, Dana? Wine? Oh, please,
have a seat.
Sorry, I have only wine, coke or coffee. I don't have guests
so often." Ed stuttered hastily when he stood at the door
frame to the kitchen. Dana smiled a little as she noticed that
he was as nervous as she was. She also didn't have guests so
often and she told him that she didn't go out that much.
"Wine" Scully answered with a smile at her lips. He smiled
back, then entered the kitchen to get the wine and came back
to join her on the couch.
They drank a glass together, talking about their past. Scully
had to be careful what she was saying, she didn't want him to
know that she was an federal agent. They sat there until Ed
stood up and looked out of the window.

"It's really bad out there." he said while he turned back to
Scully "I would feel better if you stayed here.
Look at the weather, and by the way you had a couple of
drinks."
Dana shook her head shyly and bend it a little, hearing him
say "Hey, I just want you to be safe, I'll take the couch."
Then he looked over to her and added "The tattoo-- does it
still hurt?"
"Yeah, I... I can't see it, but I feel different. It's like
ummm, I don't know."
Ed slowly went over to Scully, pulled up her shirt a little to
take off the bandage carefully and examine her tattoo. "It
looks all right." Ed reassured her.
Scully's gaze glided down his to his hand, where blood was
running. "Ed, you're bleeding again. Will you let me take a
look at it, please? I am a doctor."
"They said that could happen." he agreed reluctantly while she
removed his jacket and shirt. Dana took off his bandage. "It
looks burned," she said.
She wanted to touch the wound carefully, but he grabbed her
hands quickly and hard.
"Don't touch the tattoo!" he said with a rough tone in his
voice, then he pulled her closer to his body and tried to kiss
her. Scully was in a teasing mood, so she pulled her head
away. Ed hugged her hard, pressed his lips to hers and his
tongue forced her lips apart so he could enter her mouth.
Scully responded the kiss, but felt unsure and wanted to slow
down a little.

Ed's grab was too strong. "Ed, please. I need a little more
time, you know I haven't had a relationship for a long time.
Let me go, please." Ed didn't wanted to hear these words, he
didn't want to wait longer, he just wanted her, right now.
Before Dana could react, he forced her to the cold floor and
kissed her over and over again. "No, don't do this. Please!
Ed, give me a little time to deal with this new situation."
her words were stifled into his mouth. Panic raised in Scully
as he ripped her shirt. He was all over her, covering her body
with his own. She tried to push him away, but it was
impossible for her to escape. He was enjoying her helplessness
and touching her breast and belly with a smile on his face,
not realizing how much he was hurting her.
"No, no Ed, please let me go, please" her pleadings changed
into screaming, filled with fear while she realized that this
wasn't a game anymore.
Ed raised his hand to shut her mouth while he used the other
hand to open the zipper of her black pants. Scully's mind was
paralyzed, she needed to find a way out of this. So, she
reached for the wineglass and tried to hit it down into his
face. His hand which had been clamped on her mouth grabbed the
glass. It broke in their hands and her hands and a small part
of her face got cut. She cried out in pain, felt her blood
running down her face, while he
slapped his hand again into her mouth, to stop her screaming.
After a while Ed had pulled down her and his whole clothes.
His knees forced her legs to spread and Dana's resistance
against him grew weary. She closed her eyes, but he yelled at
her "I want you to open your eyes and look up to me. So, I can
look down to you, while I make love to you," he hissed. Her
cries turned into low whimpers as he entered her with a hard
thrust. She cried out in pain as he pushed himself deeper and
deeper.

Finally she lost consciousness.

The Days After Part 2/12 (NC-17)
By Daisy-Grace
DaisyGracy@aol.com

Scully felt very dizzy when she woke up, trembling while the
memory returned into her brain. Run away, Dana, you must leave
this place! This thought was roaring into her aching head, she
tried to sit up, but noticed that her hands were tied up at
the heater. She was tied by her own handcuffs. Where in hell
had he found my handcuffs, she wondered. They were in my car.
Dana was confused as she saw Ed standing in the doorway.
"Good morning my Dana-baby. I hope you had a great night, it
was a little uncomfortable at the wooden floor, I am sorry for
that, but if you had been easier to handle, we could also have
used the bedroom." Ed had a big smile on his face.
"Ed, you should let me go right now." she said with a strong
voice but couldn't hide her fear totally. Her body was aching
all over and she felt the blood at her face and the lower part
of her body.
"Dana, I am very sorry, but I think I cannot let you go. You
should know that I found out something about you. Yesterday,
after we made love, I took your clothes into the washing
machine and I found your ID. Damnit, Dana you are a fucking
... I am sorry for those words, I tried to say that you are
with the FBI." his face flushed because of his anger.
"Ed, I am sorry that I didn't tell you, but yesterday I was
only a private person who wanted to have some fun with you. I
wanted to go out with you and to get this tattoo and, please,
remove the handcuffs, they are hurting me."
Dana's attempt to negotiate was useless, it just made his
anger increase.
"Sorry, I cannot let you go anymore. You need to understand
that, baby, if I let you go, you would lock me up. I need to
eliminate you, so you can't threaten me, some day." he looked
at her sadly and added "I am really sorry about this, Dana. I
would prefer to be with you Forever... to make love to you
again.
Dana was so scared. She looked at his face while she regretted
that she hadn't told Mulder where she was. He's the only one
who could save me from this hell... she thought, while Ed left
the room and entered it a moment later again with a piece of
paper and a pen into his hands.
"You can write a last letter to your family or a friend, but
you need to give the impression that you planning to commit
suicide."
"Fuck off! Bastard!" was the simple answer as Dana furiously
shoved the paper and the pen away.
"But Dana, try to understand me, I need to protect myself. I
just want to give you a chance to say goodbye to the people
you love." he handed her the paper over again.
After some minutes of thinking and silent crying, Scully took
it and thought about what to write.
First she wrote a letter to her mother. She told her that she
loved her very much and her heart was nearly breaking when the
idea arose how her Mom would feel if she also lost her second
daughter. She had already lost Melissa and her father.
Tears ran down her cheeks and Dana needed to take a deep
breath to regain her courage.
When she had finished the letter to her mother, she began to
write Mulder's letter.
Even at the beginning she had a problem. When she thought
about him, a smile crossed her face. She remembered the moment
when she called Mulder Fox for the first time. They were
investigating the Eugene Tooms case and after calling him Fox,
he begged her not to do so again. But now, this was a special
moment and Dana wanted to call him Fox once again for the very
last time.

Dear Fox,
I am sorry but I have to say good bye this way.
I am very sick and I can not live with this.
Please, I do not want you to make yourself feel guilty, it's
not your fault.
I've always felt safe in your presence and I really enjoyed
working with you very much.
I do wish we could stay together, but - Sorry.
I love you.
Take care,
Love Dana

More tears streamed down Dana's cheeks and her hands were
trembling when Ed took the letter from her hands to read it.
"Oh" he looked down to her with a surprised grin "You love him
? Is this your secret admirer, your partner?
Incredible romantic. O.k., if this is all you want to write,
we should get to it. Would you like to cut your wrists or
prefer to swallow sleeping pills?"
Dana looked up to him and her thoughts and feelings were
whirling into her brain. "I would prefer to cut my wrists, you
fucking bastard!" she decided furious with the last hope she
could use the knife to attack him.
He sighed. "Okay, but don't make a mess. I'll be right back,
just need to get the knife- and a basin for the blood." He
left the room and Dana Scully tugged another time at her
handcuffs, trying to open them, though she knew she couldn't
open them without her key. She heard him come back and saw how
he held the knife carefully to her. She grabbed it and tried
to stab Ed, but as if he had known, he pulled back fast.
"Dana, you shouldn't do this or do you want to make me angry?"
"Why shouldn't I try to save my life?" Dana was almost crying,
but she didn't want to lose her courage in front of this
person. She glanced at the knife with a scared look on her
face.
"That was not a good idea," he shouted and took the knife out
of her hand. "I better do that myself." He grabbed her hand
and posed the knife at her wrist.
Scully bit her lips when the blade slid into her skin, cut her
arteries and the blood squired out and ran down her hands.
Then she felt Ed holding her hands over the basin, saving her
blood.

Rapidly, Scully felt dizzy and warm, her thoughts were away
from Ed and the rape, only resting on her mother and Mulder.
Mulder was definitely the last person she thought of before
she lost her consciousness, again.


The Days After Part 3/12
By Daisy-Grace
DaisyGracy@aol.com

President Reagan Hospital
Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
Dana opened her eyes in shock. She didn't know if this was
just a nightmare, but as she saw Mulder sitting at her bed,
holding her hand carefully, she realized that it was no dream.
"Scully!" her partner's voice sounded a little helpless. He
opened his mouth, but he wasn't able to say anything. Then he
asked "How are you feeling, Scully?"
"I am fine, Mulder" Dana lied, knowing that he wouldn't
believe it anyway.
Her abdomen hurt very much while the pain in her face, traced
back to the cutting from the splinters was just a light
burning. Her wrists were bandaged, but she didn't feel any
pain at them.
"You shouldn't lie to your partner, Scully" Mulder responded.
"No, I shouldn't" Scully closed her eyes for another minute
and added "I feel so tired, Mulder. I do not remember what
happened."
Mulder pressed her hand lightly while standing up "Get some
sleep, Scully. We can talk later."
"No!" Scully's hand reached to his "Please, Mulder stay with
me, don't leave me alone here. I've been so alone. Can't you
stay a little bit longer, until I fall asleep?"
Mulder nodded and returned to her bed, sitting down, holding
her hand until she felt asleep.

*****

Scully was confused when she opened her eyes again in the
hospital. Slowly, she remembered that she had been awake some
time ago. She had asked Mulder to stay with her, until she
fell asleep and there he was. His hands were holding hers and
his head lightly rested on the bed near her hip, as he slept.
She thought about how long he had been with her but couldn't
remember. >Poor Mulder, how much had he suffered with worry
until I was awake< she carefully released her hands from his
holding and stroked his hair lightly.
Hastily, Mulder raised his head, glancing over to his partner
with a worried face. "Hey" he whispered with a smile on his
lips. "Are you awake, again?"
"Seems to be so, Mulder. How long have you been here?" Scully
looked at him tiredly.
"Oh. I don't know, Scully." he glanced at the clock, hanging
above the door "I came yesterday."
"Yesterday??? Oh my God, I've slept for such a long time. I
can't believe it."
"Dana, calm down. You have all the time in the world." he
assured her. "Do
you remember, what happened?"
"Yeah... yeah, I think so. I've been at this apartment in
Philadelphia. I've been with this man. Ed." she began in a low
voice, sounding shocked and she was not sure how much she
could tell Mulder. Oh, my God, what happened to the letter, I
wrote him?< Her mind was whirling.
"Yes, that's right, Scully but why were you there?" Mulder's
question was simple, but she wasn't in the condition to talk
about this right now. She needed time. The time, Ed hadn't
given her when he had raped her that night.

A night she would never forget in her whole life.
"I, uhm, I don't know, Mulder. Please, could we speak later
about this, I feel so dizzy and I can not think about this,
now. I am sorry." she apologized with a light smile at her
lips, trying to change the subject as soon as possible.
"Sure, Scully. I don't want you to rush things. If you need
time to remember, you can have it." he pressed her hand gently
and changed the subject, as it was Scully's wish, asking her
how she was feeling, now.
"Oh, I think I am o.k., but I still feel a little dizzy and my
stomach is upset. I would like to drink something, is there
anything at the nightstand?

"Yes, but there is only water, if you want anything else, I
can get you..."
"No, thank you Mulder, water is great." she interrupted him
quickly. "But I think I can do it by myself." Scully wanted to
fetch the bottle, but she got stuck on her IV. She gulped in
pain, her abdomen was incredibly painful. She let out a small
gasp of pain and Mulder shook his head.
"You should let me help you. You are still not in the
condition to do these things." Mulder fetched the bottle and
filled a glass up with water. Then supported her neck with his
hands, helping her to sit up a little to drink the water.
"Thank you, Mulder. I don't know what I would do without you."
she smiled.
"Scully, I informed your mother, that you're here. I hope you
agree with me that it's better for you, if she's here, with
you."
Scully lowered her gaze to the blanket. "I think you didn't
need to do that, I am fine, but if she wants to come here, I
can tell her myself. She is always so worried about me. I
don't want to make her nervous."
"Dana, this time she is right to be worried. You are hurt and
you've experienced some pretty bad stuff." he spoke
compassionately.
"Mulder, I..." she wanted to change his opinion, but at this
moment the door opened, the senior consultant and his team
went in to do their consultant's round.
"Oh, I need to go. I'll talk to you, later. Take care." he
caressed her hand for a last time, then left the room.


The Days After Part 4/12
By Daisy-Grace
DaisyGracy@aol.com

Doctor Walker studied Scully's medical file carefully until
she stepped to her bed and spoke to her. "Good Morning, Ms.
Scully, I am the head gynecologist at this hospital, my name
is Dr. Marcy Walker. How are you feeling today?"
"I am fine, I feel just a little dizzy."
"You've lost a lot of blood, so we gave you pints of stored
blood. Three of your ribs are broken and we needed to stitch
up your gashes at the face."
she explained, than asked "Do you remember what happened that
night?"
Scully bit on her lip before she answered "I don't know
exactly, what happened, because I lost my consciousness from
time to time."
"You were raped," Dr. Walker began gently.
Scully looked down, it seemed to be embarrassing to her, but
she nodded her head in agreement.
"We've given you some pain killers and we've done some tests.
The evidence of the police department told us that he used no
condom when he raped you. Your dizziness is most probably
traced back to the shock." Dr Walker continued, "I hope it'll
stop today or tomorrow. Fortunately you have no other internal
injuries besides the ribs, but your abdomen could hurt for
some days."
Scully nodded.
"Ms. Scully, if you need someone to talk, apart from your
family, partner or friends, you can talk to me, at any time.
My colleague, Dr. Lockwood, is also a very good therapist and
we have a self-help group at our hospital."
"Thank you, but I think I can deal with this by myself."
Scullys voice sounded determined.
Dr. Walker looked down at her. "O.k., so you should rest now,
before we'll make the last tests, tomorrow."
"Dr. Walker, when do you think can I leave here? I would like
to go home to Annapolis."
She nodded understandingly. "If the blood tests give us a
negative result, you will be able leave the day after
tomorrow. For all other examinations, you can consult your
doctor at home, too."
Scully smiled in return. First she wanted to tell her that she
didn't need a medical help if she were at home, but she didn't
want to provoke another discussion.
Dr. Walker shook Scullys hand and said goodbye.
When the team left the room, Scully closed her eyes, happy to
be alone again.
She felt that her stomach was rebelling and her whole body was
aching very much.
Tears were running down her cheeks. She realized for the first
time that she was raped by Ed. Now she remembered that night.
Before she had suppressed all the memory of it, until Dr.
Walker made it all come back again.

Mulder entered the room again and saw her. She sat there and
silent tears began running down her cheeks. He hurried to her
bed and put his arms around her.
"Oh, Scully" he whispered softly into her hair "if there is
anything I can do for you, let me know."
More tears were falling, and she looked to him with wet eyes.
She leaned back against the pillows and she closed her eyes.
The she slowly nodded her head.

"I know that you want to help me, Mulder. But at the moment-"
He nodded in agreement. "You need sleep." Then he took her
hand again and watched her until she drifted into sleep."

*****

When Scully woke up again, Mulder wasn't in the room.
She got up slowly, her back hurt because of the broken ribs
and she needed to support herself on the nightstand. I need to
take a shower, she thought.
After entering the bathroom, she took off her hospital shirt
and turned on the faucet. The shower cubicle filled with hot
water and Scully enjoyed scrubbing herself. It was wonderful
to feel clean again.
To her great dismay, she heard a voice from the other side of
the curtain, but soon she realized that it was Mulder, calling
her.
"Mulder, what are you doing here?" her voice was half angry.
"I am sorry, Scully. I'll wait outside."
Scully couldn't keep back her smiling. He was just worried
about her. She stood there, dried herself quickly and then her
gaze fell on a bathrobe.
>That wasn't there before< she thought, while putting it on.
It was a nice blue one and at the front there were some nice
embroiderings. Flowers.
With an apologetic face, Scully stepped out of the bathroom.
"I am sorry, I didn't want to yell at you, but you scared me,
when you spoke."
"No, I should apologize myself for entering your bathroom
without permission."
Dana grimaced at Mulder and sat down on her bed, covering
herself with the blanket.
"You shouldn't have stood up, Scully. It is better to stay in
bed and have a rest."
She glanced at him annoyed with his mothering. But then she
remembered the bathrobe.
"Where have you found this bathrobe, Mulder? It is beautiful,
thank you very much."
"Oh," he stopped her immediately "I found it at the shopping
mall next to the hospital. I thought you could need one, as
long as you are here."
"Oh, by the way, I hope to go back to Annapolis in two days."
"That's great." he glanced down at her face. She was looking
sad and uncomfortable. He wished he could give her some
strength, but had no idea how to do it. He just moved to the
bed and hugged her carefully.

The door suddenly swung open, as Margaret Scully entered the
room. "Dana, darling, how are you feeling? I am sorry that I
am so late, but my car had a problem."
She sat down on the bed with a compassionate expression.
"Hey Mom." Dana hugged her mother for a moment, adding her
standard sentence "I am fine, Mom."
Margaret nodded and hugged her daughter again. Mulder was
going to leave the room to give Dana and her mother more
privacy, when she stopped him with her hand.
"Mulder, I thank you so much for your help, your presence."
her eyes were wet again.
He nodded, gave her a reassuring smile, kissed her hands and
left the room.


The Days After Part 5/12
By Daisy-Grace
DaisyGracy@aol.com

Scully was sitting at her bed with a big white teddy bear in
her arms.
Mulder had been there all the time, but when she woke up this
morning, she was alone with this teddy bear called "Jimmy".
Jimmy lay in her embrace with a piece of paper in this pocket.
On this paper Mulder had written an excuse for not being with
her now. He had to go back to Washington, to give Skinner a
report about what had happen. Instead of her real partner, he
had left "Jimmy" for her. But Mulder promised to be back at
noon, to drive Scully home by himself.

Dana smiled down to her new partner. He was really good
looking. White fleece with dark eyes. He was wearing a black
lederhosen - german style - with black baby-shoes. Mulder
really had a good taste when he bought this gift for her.

This was the day, she could go home. Her test results were
o.k., no pregnancy and no inflammations in her body. Her whole
body was still a little black and blue especially the face was
not good looking. But Dana only wanted to go home and have a
rest.
Mulder had informed her that Ed was in custody and waiting for
his trial.
There was the fact that he raped and tried to kill her and
also, the FBI found proof that he killed his neighbor. She
still couldn't believe that she was so naive and made this
mistake to join him in his apartment. Officially, she had no
permission to investigate alone, without a partner.
Mulder had told her that he was looking for her after he
couldn't reach her by phone that night that she had gone with
Ed. The local police helped him to find Ed's apartment and
after breaking in, he did find her at the floor.
Close to death because of the slit wrists. Ed had escaped, but
the local police got him soon.
But Mulder never reproached her for her erratic behavior that
night and he had never urged her to say anything, always
respecting her feelings. Scully was really thankful for that.

The door opened carefully and a tired looking Mulder entered
with a wide grin crossing his face.
"There she is!! The patient of the week. How are you feeling,
patient of the week?"
"Great, thank you."
"Can you work with your new partner?"
"Oh, yes he is a really nice guy, really sexy, wearing his
lederhosen."
"Really, you like him, Scully?"
"Sure, I love him, but I prefer to get my partner back."
Scully joked back.
"Scully, are you just kidding? You really want me back.?"
"I want you back, Mulder. I would never change you into a
bear. I promise."

"Oh, I hope so, because this bear is really nice, silent and
great for snuggling, but it can not drive you back to
Annapolis and entertain you as good as I can, on the journey
home." he grinned.
Scully still sitting on her bed, jumped off abruptly, when she
heard the word "home" escaping Mulders mouth.
"Home, sweet home, I am coming. Let's go, Mulder" she smiled
at him with an inviting look. "Come on, let's get going."
"Where is your mother?" Mulder ask.
"She is still at her hotel and waiting for us. Her car has
problems again, so we have to pick her up."
"O.K., let's go." with these words, he took her case and
opened the door for his partner.
Scully took Jimmy the Bear into her arms and walked over into
the corridor, leaving this place of sickness where she had
been too long. She wanted to leave this whole town as soon, as
possible and never visit it again.

Mulder and Scully left Pennsylvania quickly. They were quiet
the entire time. Neither one of them wanted to talk about the
incident, especially with Mrs. Scully sitting in the backseat.
They would have time to talk about later, when the memories
wouldn't be so terrifying and painful.


The Days After Part 6/12
By Daisy-Grace
DaisyGracy@aol.com

Annapolis, Maryland
3170 West 53rd.
Apt. 35

Scully entered her apartment, holding the door open, while
Mulder walked next to her. He went down the hall, until he
arrived her bedroom and laid the suitcase down next to her
bed. While he went back, he checked Scully's rooms with a
careful eye, just to give her a safe feeling. He was a little
worried about her. Sure Ed was arrested and normally, he
couldn't attack her, but Mulder was nothing if not paranoid
when it came to Scully's sefety. Scully
placed herself at the couch in the living room, pointing with
her hand to the empty place at the couch.
"Mulder, would you like to stay just a little? We could order
a pizza, or something from the Thai restaurant at the corner."
she offered him, but in her mind she would have appreciated
being alone.
"Scully, don't you think you should get some sleep?" Mulder
just wanted her to get well. "It was a long trip home and you
are still in shock."
Scully nodded in agreement and closed her eyes for a moment.
"I can stay here if you like, but you really should get some
sleep." Mulder offered.
"Yes, I think you are right. Sleep will be better for me. But
you don't have to stay. I know that you have a lot of work...
" she paused for a moment. "I really thank you for... your
help. All of it."
Mulder watched her face carefully. Then he stood up and walked
across the room. "I will be home, working on my report, if
anything happens. If you feel alone or if you have a bad
dream, or feel hungry or,or,or, whatever I want you to call me
and I will be here, very soon. I promise." he looked down to
her insistently. "I know, that you would never do it by
yourself, but please, you know you can trust me and I only
want to help you."
"O.K., I promise to call you, if I don't feel okay. But, if
you would like and if I don't call you, you can visit me
tomorrow. You could bring fresh rolls, so we could have
breakfast together."
"That's a really great idea. When do you want me to be here,
at 9.00, or do you want me to visit you later?"
"Oh, no 9.00 in the morning is a great time. I'll see you
tomorrow." Scully stood up, accompanied him to the door and
closed it right behind him, locking it safety. She stood
there, breathing deeply, feeling free, but alone at the same
time. Her body was trembling, so she slid down the door and
began to cry in silence. There, she sat for hours, until she
could stand up and moved down the hall, entering her bedroom,
laying down on her bed. She needed time to
assimilate everything, but she decided she could talk with
Mulder, he was the only one she would trust. He was the only
one - except her mother - to whom she was going to tell her
feelings.

*****

The knocking at the door was really noisy, but Scully's sleep
was so deep, that nothing could awake her. Mulder was nervous.
Why didn't she open the door, she had to be there, they had a
date for breakfast. He grabbed into his pocket, searching for
her spare key. He felt the cold, small object in his fingers -
There it was. Knocking a last time, he slid it into the lock
and
opened the door.
"Scully?" his voice was as loud as the knocking before. He
got no answer. So, he lowered the bag with the fresh rolls he
bought down to the kitchen table and strolled down the hallway
to her bedroom. Standing at the door, he saw her. She laid on
the bed, her body fully clothed, curled up like a child.

Silently he sat down next to her, gently stroking her cheek
with his left hand.
"Hey, Dana wake up" he said softly, shaking her a little.
Scully turned to her back, opening her eyes slowly. Her eyes
were red-rimmed, as though she had been crying. >She had a
rough night< Mulder thought while he smiled softly down to
her.
"Mulder, I have missed our breakfast date by oversleeping. I'm
sorry." she raised herself, rubbing her eyes because she was
still a little tired.
"It's okay, Scully. I am still here and we can have breakfast
an hour later, no problem." he still sat at the corner of the
bed.
"I'll get up and make the coffee for us." she wanted to jump
off of the bed, but Mulder hold her back by grabbing her arm.
"No, tell me where the coffee and the filters are and I will
do that for you.

You can stay here and I will bring the breakfast to you. I am
a gentleman, remember Scully?" he said softly, not sure she
would allow him to bring breakfast in bed.
But to his surprise, Scully agreed with a smile. But she went
with him to the kitchen, showed him the coffee and the rest he
would need for the breakfast.

Then she went back into the bedroom, opened her suitcase, took
her clothes out of the case and entered into the bathroom to
take a shower.
As Mulder entered the bedroom after fixing their breakfast,
holding the tray, he stopped for a moment, as he saw her,
sitting at the bed and wearing the bathrobe that he bought
her. She really looked great with her wet hair, her eyes more
bright and a smile flashed across her lips. Then he went over
to her, placing the tray next to her and sat down at the edge
of the bed.
Straight away, she slipped over to the other side of the bed,
offering him the free place. Mulder took off his shoes and
occupied her former place at the bed.
"So, let's have breakfast. You don't believe how awful the
menu at the hospital is." Scully grabbed a roll and spread
some butter on it.
Mulder filled the cups with coffee and handed her a cup. After
she took a sip and finished her roll, she sat there in
silence.
"I'm, glad you are here, Mulder. I should talk to you about
the events from the last few days." Scully sat there, seeming
like a little child, who had done a bad thing. Her eyes were
locked to her feet, never meeting his gaze.
"Scully, you don't have to do this" he hesitated "but if you
need anybody to talk, you can really trust me."
"Thanks." she bent herself over to Mulder and pressed her
forehead against his shoulder.
"But you shouldn't hurry. Take your time." He said.
"Okay." She sat against the pillows and took a roll into her
hand. "Could you please give me the butter?"
He grinned. "Yes, sure." Then he gave her the plate with the
butter and took a sip from his coffee. "Do you have any plans
for today?"
"Hmm, yeah. I would like to go to my Mother's place and then-
Hmm, I don't know. Any ideas?"
"Hmmm, give me a few minutes, maybe I have an idea."
Scully nodded and they finished their breakfast silent. Then,
Mulders grin changed into a serious face. "Scully, I had a
wonderful idea for both of us, you just need to say yes."
Scully looked curiously at Mulder "What is it?"
Mulder hesitated, a little afraid to hear her say no. "I want
to go away with you for a few days." His voice was quiet as he
looked at her with an anxious expression.
Scully was taken aback. She needed some moments to take a deep
breath and to digest this offer. "Where do you want to go with
me?"
"Honolulu!" he answered with a smile on his face. " I thought
you need some days off and I need a vacation, too. I surfed
the internet and found a wonderful hotel at Hawaii, I hope
that you agree with me. We could have a wonderful time there."
He was worried again that she could tell him he was nuts.
"O.K." Her simply answer brought a happy grin to his face.
"Really?" Mulder couldn't believe it that she really agreed
with him. "I will take care of the reservations, but when
would you like to go?"
"Soon, how about tomorrow, if we get a room and a flight?"
"The flight is no problem, being FBI has it's perks." Mulder
pulled his cell phone and a small piece of paper out of his
jacket, and dialed the number from the paper to talk to
someone.
Scully just heard "Honolulu? Is that possible? Oh, just a
minute I have to check that with my partner..." Mulder turned
his head over to Scully and asked "Would you be okay if we
took a suite with two rooms?" Scully nodded and said "Sure,
Fine, Whatever." Mulder grinned and confirmed the decision to
the person at the other end of the line.

The Days After Part 7/12
By Daisy-Grace
DaisyGracy@aol.com

Honolulu, Hawaii
Albatros Beach Resort
Junior Suite

Dana Scully stood at the big balcony, while Fox Mulder gave
the bellboy a tip for bringing their cases. As the boy left
the suite, Mulder turned around to join her. He saw her
standing there, her red hair blowing in the wind, and she wore
a white light summer dress and she looked so damn beautiful.
"You like it?" he asked, standing right next to her.
"Yeah. Mulder stay here for a second and enjoy this fantastic
sight over the ocean."
"Now, can you understand, why I've chosen this hotel for our
stay?" he said, motioning out to the view.
"Oh yes."
"Would you like to visit the beach before dinner?"
"Oh, I would but I am so tired. Could we have a little break
and go to the beach after dinner? I would like to be at the
beach when the sun is going down. That must be wonderful. Also
I need to call my mother and tell her where I am." she
answered a smile. Her eyes were twinkling.
"O.k., so I'll begin to unpack my cases." his hand stroked
over her shoulders as he left the balcony and entered the
suite again.
Scully just stayed there and watched the ocean.

*****

After Scully called her mother, they went to the dining room.
The dinner was great, a Hawaiian buffet. After they finished,
they went to the garden of the hotel to explore their resort a
little more. Scully had read the hotel guide and informed
Mulder, that there was a sauna, a indoor and outside pool.
They wanted to start with a visit at the garden bar. They took
a nice place under a palm tree and ordered a bottle of
champagne.
Scully was happy. She had never been to Hawaii before and she
knew that she would like visit the islands again after this
vacation, with Mulder too.
"If we have finished the bottle, would you like to go to the
beach?" asked Mulder.
"Sure, I love the beach. If you want, we can go now and finish
the bottle there."
"Sure," Mulder agreed.
He went to the bar and signed the bill. Then they took the
bottle and the glasses and walked down the path to the beach.
As they arrived the beach and the path changed into sand, they
stopped for a moment to slip out of their shoes. Then they
went down and ambled along the water. After a walk of half a
mile, they began a break to drink their champagne.
They sat in the sand and watched the sun go down. Soon it was
dark, only the moon gave a dim light which gleamed on the
water. They talked a lot about the work, their families and
about the beauty of the island. As Mulder filled her glass
again with champagne, Scully began to speak about Ed.
"Mulder, I know, what happened a few weeks week ago was only
my fault. I can't believe that I was so... so stupid. Why?"
"Scully, that isn't true. What happened was-" he stopped for a
moment. "Only this bastard Ed is guilty. It wasn't your fault.
You trusted him."
"No, I went out with him and I was at his apartment, alone.
That was a mistake and I feel guilty as well. Stupid, but
guilty."
"He raped you and you feel guilty? What happened to you?"
Scully's gaze sank down to the sand, her knees were trembling
and her eyes slowly filled with tears.
Mulder sighed. "I am sorry, Scully. I didn't want to hurt you.
I will respect your feelings,
but you need to know that you are just a victim, no guilty
person." he slowly took her hand into his, caressed it gently
to calm her down.
"I trusted him," Scully said. "I don't know why I've done
this, I just wanted to have a friend. Why did I choose a
psychotic? I must have been crazy." her voice broke and she
began to cry.
"You just did wanted a friend. That's pretty normal, Scully.
Every human being needs a friend, but you had no luck. Good
friends are definitely hard to come by.
This man didn't respect your wish. He did the wrong thing,
Dana. I am so sorry that I couldn't protect you." His voice
changed into a whisper and his eyes also filled with tears. "I
was such an idiot, Dana. I laughed about you as you told me
that you needed to go at that night. I teased you. I am so
sorry. I didn't want to provoke you to do this."
"You've done nothing wrong." her voice was a sob. Then she
twisted into his arms, burying her face against his chest. She
wasn't able to stop her crying, long wrenching sobs escaped
her mouth, that made his soul ache. Her body was shaking and
her arms wrapped around his neck. She needed him so much. She
needed his strength to get over this.
He held her tight, strong and protective while he murmured a
litany of endearments to stop the flow of her tears. She
needed some time to begin to relax, her sobs trailed down to a
combination of whimpers and sniffles as she tried to breathe
deeply. Her arms released his neck and her lower body sank
down. Her head rested into his lap as she said "I am happy
that we are here together."
"So am I." His hands gently caressed her head and played with
her red curls.

"I feel so tired and weak. I don't know what to do. I've never
felt so weak, Mulder." she admitted slowly and began to shake
again.
"I am so sorry, Scully. Tell me how I can help you, I would do
anything." he still held her safe.
"Just stay with me and hold me."
He agreed and they both laid down in the sand, Scully placed
with her head on his chest. This was the first time that she
felt safe again, since the rape.
She wished she could stay forever in his embrace.

Two hours later, they began to go back to the hotel. Hand in
hand they entered their suite. Mulder brought her to bed, held
her hand until she felt asleep and then entered his own
bedroom.


The Days After Part 8/12
By Daisy-Grace
DaisyGracy@aol.com

He was there again !!! Scully felt him touching her body,
hurting her... He threatened her and then he attacked her with
this knife. "No, don't do that again. Ed! Let me go, please,
let me go!" Her voice was shaky.
She felt him press her down to the floor, she felt the
splinters hurt her face and his hands pressing her breast, her
mouth. She wanted to cry, but couldn't breathe because his
hands covered her mouth and because she was paralyzed by fear.
She tried to ignore her feelings but it didn't work.
Again she felt his hands. Now, they were pulling down her
trousers, tearing up her panties and then her bra and then she
felt him touching her everywhere. She tried to cry, but his
hands hit her again and again, always screaming at her.

She stopped crying and let it happen, just praying that this
would end as soon as possible.
She closed her eyes and just for a moment she felt alone and
free. Then, the hands were there again, they touched her face
and grabbed her by the shoulder. But they weren't as violent
as before. No, they touched her kind of affectionately. She
thought about Ed and screamed again, her hand were fighting
against the others and she kicked her attacker with her feet.
Then she slowly felt herself waking up, she tried to breathe
but got no air.

She opened her eyes fast, constantly thinking about the rape
and the horrible things that happened when Ed touched her. She
sat as straight as a board on her bed at the hotel room and
fought against the hands which grabbed her by the shoulders,
always panting "I can't breathe! Don't touch me! I can't
breathe."
"Scully, please take it easy, you were just dreaming! Breath
in slowly and deeply, please Scully, calm down!" Mulder's
hands held her steady while she struck against his chest.
She stopped hitting him and closed her eyes, reassured that
she was safe again. Then she sank into the pillows, just
embarrassed that this happened to her while Mulder was with
her. Sometimes she had nightmares but she had always managed
to keep them secret.
She lay there, quietly. "Are you o.k.?" Mulder bent down to
her carefully.
"Yes, I am fine." Scully answered in her normal "I am fine"
slogan and opened her eyes again.
"Scully, can I help you in any way? Is there anything you need
or I could do for you?"
"I don't need anything, Mulder, but could you, you ... oh,
forget it, I am o.k., you can go to bed. I am really sorry for
waking you up."
"What can I do for you, Scully? I want to know your wish,
please don't close me out." his voice was pleading and
penetrating.
Scully knew that he wouldn't go if she didn't tell him what
her wish was.
And she had no other excuse to send him away. She was too
tired to argue with him, so she just told him the truth.
"Mulder, would you stay here with me tonight? I know, this
sounds childish, but I don't want to be alone at the moment.
There are this dreams and I think they will come back if I
close my eyes again."
"Sure, whatever your wish is, I'll do it." he went to the
other side of the bed, and slid under the blanket. He put his
arms around her and held her tightly and safe.
When she closed her eyes and snuggled against his chest, he
added softly "
You are never childish, Dana."


The Days After Part 9/12
By Daisy-Grace
DaisyGracy@aol.com

Honolulu, Hawaii
Albatros Beach Hotel
A deck-chair at the sea terrace

She knew that he was mothering her and she wanted to stop him.
But on the other side, Scully knew it was just his concern
about her health and that he would stop when the time was
right. So she ignored the fact he was around her all the time.
Besides, she also she felt safe and loved in his presence. But
this morning, they spent their time away from each other.

Now, Scully was laying relaxed on her chair, her hair was put
up and the sun shone on her face. The sun was hot. In the
morning she had been swimming in the indoor-pool without
Mulder, then she had spent time at the sauna, while Mulder was
doing his exercises. And now, she was laying there, waiting
for her partner's arrival. The rest of the night had been
peaceful, no more nightmares had tortured her and she was
really thankful for that. Mulder had spent the time with her
in the bed and then arranged the breakfast in the suite for
her.
A smile came across her face while she felt a shadow covering
her body.
"Mulder, is that you? Have you finished torturing yourself?
"Yup, I had a really great time. What about you, are you
relaxed, now?"
"MMMhhhh," she groaned slowly with a light smile on her face.
Mulder sat down next to her on the chair. "Scully, would you
like to have lunch on the beach bar or do would you prefer to
go into the city?"
"Definitely the beach bar, Mulder. We could go and have dinner
into the city, tonight."
"O.k., you're the boss, Scully and I am just your muscle-bound
slave."
Scully giggled "Oh, that's good! Never forget that, Mulder?"
"Never, Scully, never."

*****

Restaurant Orient Express
Honolulu, Hawaii

Mulder and Scully sat there and discussed about the
restaurant. They had found it as they strolled through the
streets of Honolulu. The restaurant was small and quiet. They
had a great selection of sea food and the atmosphere was
almost romantic.
The waiter brought the menu while Mulder poured champagne into
Scullys glass
again. The mood between the couple was great. They laughed a
lot and talked about their past. They ordered lobster and a
great dessert. Scully confessed Mulder that she was a real
ice-cream addict and Mulder told her that he would kill
anybody for a huge bar of full-cream milk chocolate. So, they
had a feast the whole evening, had a drink at the old piano
bar and sat two hours on the beach, just talking.


*****


Albatros Beach Hotel
Junior Suite. Mulders Bedroom

Mulder was laying asleep into his bed when suddenly a small
body slid under the blanket and pressed itself near to his. He
opened his eyes sleepily, glancing down to the red head in his
arms. Her hair was tangled, her face was wet and slight film
of tears and sweat glistened on her skin.
"The nightmares were there again, Mulder" she whispered with a
sob "may I stay here with you, tonight?"
"Sure, Dana. We'll banish your nightmares forever." he kissed
her forehead lightly then pressed her tightly against his
chest.
They were laying there in silence for a couple of minutes,
then she began to shake and tears ran down her cheeks again.
She clasped Mulder with her arms, pressing herself really hard
against his body, whispering the sentence "Fox, don't leave
me, don't leave me..." again and again and again.
He stroked her face reassuring by his right hand, while the
left one was holding her back tightly and steady. She needed
some time until she stopped crying and shaking, but when it
ended, Fox felt her lips gliding across his face, placing some
cautious kisses at his cheek.
"Dana..." he began carefully to stop her actions.
She drew away quickly, apologizing for her attempt to kiss
him. Then, she left the room and hurried back into her own.
"Fuck!!!" he said mentally berating himself. He jumped up and
followed her into her bedroom. "Dana, please, stay with me and
talk to me!"
Dana slipped into her jeans and covered her upper part of the
body with a sweatshirt, then went out of the suite, without a
word.
"Dana, please ..." Fox pleaded concerned about her. He ran
back to his room, dressed himself and then left the room as
quickly as she had left before.


The Days After Part 10/12
By Daisy-Grace
DaisyGracy@aol.com

He had no idea where to search for her. He just left the
lobby, asking the nightwatchman, if he had seen her, but he
hadn't. Then Mulder remembered how much Dana loved the beach
and so he went there. When he walked into the cold sand with
his bare feet, he saw her small silhouette down there at the
water.

He slowly walked nearer to her. When he was standing right
behind her, he hugged her from behind and rested his head on
her shoulders.
"I am really sorry, Dana. I didn't want to scare you." he
whispered into her ear, wrapping his arms around her stomach.
She leaned back against his chest in relief, placing her hands
on his.
"I didn't want to hurt you, Scully, I love you too much."
She closed her eyes as he kissed her neck softly.
"Fox, I know that I need to talk about what happened between
Ed and me, but I can't." she admitted with a husky voice.
"Dana, you don't have to speak about this, I really respect
your feelings."
he released her body, but still held his hands wrapped around
her waist.
"Thank you." She took his hand into hers, guided it to her
mouth and kissed his palm lightly. "But I need to explain the
circumstances of this meeting between Ed and me."
"Scully, no! I think it was my fault, I lead you to this,
because I teased you at the phone that evening." his voice
sounded sad.
"No, that's the fact, it wasn't your fault, it was only mine.
I ..."
"Scully, you don't have to do that."
"No, let me talk, now! It is time to tell you how much I love
you!" she stopped, surprised about herself. She had never
thought that she would tell him these words so honestly.
Mulder was sitting there, absolutely shocked, and he had no
idea how to react. He wanted to kiss her and clasp her to his
chest, but he didn't want to push her into a situation she
wasn't ready for. So, this time he just took
her hand into his, kissed it softly and replied "I love you
too, Dana. I have been in love with you for such a long
time... such a long time."
"Mulder" she began again slowly with a trembling voice "I
know, we shouldn't do that. This is against bureau policy. I
mean, if anybody would see us here, together! It could end bad
for us."
"Dana, the whole job with the bureau is bad for us. I mean, I
would never like to chance it, but we are not the bureau's
most Beloved. Remember, we are sitting down there in this
office with just one desk. Such is life. The main subject and
the biggest event in my life is that I love you. You are the
current reason for me to live. I can not speak for you, but I
wouldn't chance that for the world."
She smiled in response, knowing he was right. "I think, I
think so, too. I love you." Overwhelmed by his words, Scully
turned around, shoved him back into the sand and placed
herself into his lap, snuggling her head to his neck. Mulder
tried to stop her, but she said "Please, let me. I am not
going too far, I promise."
Softly and restrained she kissed his cheek, nipping his ear.
Mulder held her face steady while he kissed her cheekbone and
jaw. Unexpected and without warning Dana bend down and her
lips touched down upon his mouth. Her tongue sucked at his
bottom lip, pleading for entrance. Mulder was still unsure if
it was right to allow her and himself to touch her as
intimately as it was, now. He was afraid to scare or offend
her, but also he didn't want to draw
back, she could think he didn't want her and that wasn't true.
He wanted her more than any other person in the world. He
slowly opened his mouth and invited her tongue into it. His
hands slid down the small of her back and than up to her
shoulders, he tightened the embrace and deepened the kiss.
Their tongues explored each others mouth affectionately.
Dana's hands fumbled with his shirt and opened it slowly, when
she placed soft kisses on his chest. Fox thought he got
control about the situation and rolled her over, so she was
laying under him. He slowly kissed her neck and cheekbone.
After some minutes, he felt her tighten up and her hands
pressed against his chest, urging him away from her body. She
tried to breathe, but her lungs got no air. He moved back,
worried that he could hurt her and just managed to say
"Scully, I am sorry!"
Her eyes watched him, filled with tears. She looked really
sad. He tried to take her hand, but she rolled her body away
from his, her face pressing in the sand and finally she began
to cry loudly. Once again, her sobs were so heartbreaking, but
Mulder was helpless to do anything. He talked to her, tried to
calm her down. His hands caressed her shoulders, holding her
steady.

"He raped me!" she cried out in anger. Again and again these
words came gushing out of her mouth.
"I am so sorry Dana. Please, calm down, I won't hurt you, I
promise. You're safe. You're with me, I'll protect you. Dana,
please, how can I help you?
Tell me. Talk to me." he pleaded over and over again until her
sobs got weaker with every word.
"Fox--, Mulder, I love you and I want to make love to you, but
if I feel this touch on my body, the pictures of the rape are
in my brain again and again.
I can not get them out of my mind. I don't know how! I am so
sorry that I cannot be a great lover for you..." her tears
began to run again.
"No, Dana! I don't want to force you. I love you and I'll wait
for you. You need time, that's pretty normal and you should
take enough time to recover. But, tell me what you need. If
you want a kiss, I am really happy to kiss you. If you want to
cry, my shoulder will be there for your head and I will try to
comfort you. If you need me for any other things, I'll be
there. I am happy, if I can lie next to you, holding your hand
or cradle you into my arms, but if you feel
restricted by this, tell me, so I leave you alone, if this
helps you. But I will wait and fight for you. I'll never leave
you alone again." He breathed deeply, "I hope you know that."
She turned her face to him and placed her head back against
his chest. "I love you, Fox Mulder!"
Their faces returned into a soft smile and he leaned back into
the sand thankfully.


The Days After Part 11/12 (NC-17)
By Daisy-Grace
DaisyGracy@aol.com

Annapolis, Maryland
3170 West 53rd.
Apt. 35
Two weeks later

"Scully, are you sure?" Mulder asked while he brought the
suitcases into Scully's apartment.
"Yes, I love your apartment, but I am the one who owns a
separate bedroom with enough space for both of us." Dana took
her suitcase away and kissed him lightly on his cheek.
"You don't like my apartment?" Mulder sounded a little
offended.
"I love your apartment, Mulder." Scully answered dryly.
"Why??"
"Oh, because it is yours."
"You are getting cheeky, Dana. I think I'd better go home and
leave you alone at your big and beautiful apartment, including
the bedroom."
"No, stay!"
"That depends on your behavior." At this moment, he sounded
really offended and she knew that she should apologize.
"What can I do to make you happy, again?" Dana slipped out of
her shoes and went across the room until she stood directly in
front of him.
"You should think something up, Dana." His grin grew bigger
and bigger.
"O.K., I'll think about that." She stepped away from him with
a morose look on her face and left the room, going into the
kitchen.
"Dana, what do you want to do?"
"I'll make some tea for us and we can sit in front of the TV.
Today's Millenium day. I know, how much you like that show."
"Oh." Mulder nodded "But you don't like it. We can watch
another channel, maybe the "Larry Sanders Show", that's
funny."
"Maybe." Scully smiled while a thought raced through her mind.
A thought that had nothing to do with a quiet evening in front
of the television, watching the Larry Sanders Show.

*****

Mulder and Scully were sitting on the couch together, she was
dressed in a wonderful white crushed velvet nightie and he was
dressed just in Boxers and T-shirt. They were watching the
"Larry Sander's Show", as they had decided and Were drinking
some blackcurrant tea. Scully carefully lay her head into
Mulder's lap and snuggled against his thighs. Mulder stroked
her head with his left hand, while the right one was holding
her own. He was happy just sitting so close to her.
Then, she shifted and turned her face towards him. Her hands
slowly slid over his T-shirt, then grabbed his face and
pulled it down to hers. Her lips plundered his, their tongues
dancing with each other tenderly.
Mulder groaned when he felt her cool hands under his shirt,
stroking his nipples. He was fascinated with the feeling of
her skin meeting his.
"Dana, oh Dana." he muttered, then his voice trailed off as he
felt her press against him.
"Fox, I love you. I love you so much!" she whispered into his
ear, then licked with her tongue carefully the in- and outside
of his ear. "I love you."
He tightened his hold around her waist. Slowly she pulled his
shirt over his head and threw it on the armchair next to them.
Then her lips found their way down to his chest, biting softly
at his nipples. He moaned loudly in response.
Then her hands slipped under the fabric of his boxer shorts,
very slowly she stroked his thighs, but not touching his cock,
trying to drive him crazy. It worked. He inhaled sharply and
then stopped her with a gentle grab. "Scully-"he said
breathless, "stop... stop, now. I can't... Please, we should
stop-" he whispered hesitantly, afraid to push her too far.
"Every resistance is useless, Mulder." she smiled "I want to
make love to you.
And I want to make it right now. I feel that I am ready for
that. I want you, I want you." her smile changed into
laughter, filled with so much happiness and Mulder felt more
wonderful than ever before in his whole life.
"Oh Dana," he stroked her face carefully "I love you, too and
I would like to make love to you so much, but I will wait, if
you need a little more time."
"No!" she decided and opened the first button of her nightie.
He stopped her hands with the words "Let me do that for you,
honey." and opened all of them, placing little kisses at her
neck, shoulders and finally her breast.
Scully closed her eyes, enjoying the feeling of him. Then
Mulder got up, holding Dana still safe in his arms and carried
her into her bedroom.
Carefully he placed her on the middle of her bed, slowly
undressed her and then admired her body. She lay there, just
wearing her black panties, looking so beautiful but also so
vulnerable. He wouldn't hurt her. A hint of hate flashed
through his mind, when he remembered what Ed had done to her,
but he calmed himself down fast, concentrating on this
wonderful person in front of him.


The Days After Part 12/12 (NC-17)
By Daisy-Grace
DaisyGracy@aol.com

Scully watched him pulling his shorts off. She felt like in a
dream, a wonderful dream. "Mulder, it's been so long. I need
you. I need you in me, tonight."
Mulder smiled. "Look before you leap, Scully."
"Mulder!" she answered impatient, but then saw and felt him
laying down next to her, nipping and kissing her all over the
upper part of her body, then kissing the silk fabric of her
panties. "Ohhhh, Mulder, you drive me crazy!"

"I know, honey, but you should enjoy and never forget this
night."
"I will never forget the night when you made love to me for
the first time, Fox. Never!"
That was enough. Mulder needed to touch, not to argue with
her. He slid the panties off of her body, closed his eyes and
laid his head for a second upon her belly, just to savor the
moment. Then, he stroked her body lovingly, touching and
kissing every corner of her. She was just able to lie there
and let him go while she enjoyed his caresses. At the end of
his tender, loving
care, he brought his face down between her legs and studied
her center. She was really beautiful, all of her.
Scully closed her eyes and groaned softly. She felt his
tongue, gliding in and out her wetness and his hands were
stroking her inner thighs. She couldn't stop herself from
crying out in passion and she searched blindly for his head,
touching and stroking and scratching his hair, while her
pelvis pushed lightly against him. His tongue teased her
clitoris while two of his
fingers slid in and out of her in loving thrusts. She couldn't
hold back her desire, any longer, so she begged "Mulder,
please. Help me, I can't wait."
She squirmed with pleasure.
"Let me finish this, Dana. Please, I promise you I'll give you
what you want, but first I need to spoil you a little." he
moved closer again and went on with his licking once again.
"Mulder, ahh. Oh God!" her moaning was a wonderful sound in
his ears.
"Let it happen, Dana. Just let it happen. I am with you." he
whispered while his fingers continued flicking in and out of
her wetness.
Scullys moans grew more and more wild and she felt the climax
come, pushing her over the edge. She closed her eyes slowly in
satisfaction.

Mulder heard Scully cry out and felt her muscles spasm. He
released her, but his hand remained at her center, to feel
every motion of her. He jerked up to her face and kissed her
softly, reassuring her that he was with her, while she came
back to consciousness. His other hand rested on her breast,
feeling her strong heart beat.
"Mmmhh, ohhh Mulder, you are so great. you're fantastic." she
opened her eyes slowly, her hands reached for his face, while
she felt tears running down her cheeks. She couldn't hide the
tears from him, but they both knew, that these tears were
tears built in happiness, not in angst.
Mulder felt own tears dwelling in his eyes. He just pulled her
lovingly into his embrace and held her tight for a moment. He
was really thankful for this moment in his life. His hands
brushed a red strand of her hair gently.
Scully freed herself gently from his embrace, turned him onto
his back and kissed his face lovingly. "My turn" she said
softly.
"Dana, you don't have to do this."
"Let me. I want you and I want to give you pleasure." with
these words, she kissed her way down his body. Her hands held
his balls and her fingers stroked them gently when she placed
her mouth seductively around his rock-hard shaft.
"Ooh God... Dana." he could barely speak.
She sucked gently, her tongue circling around his tip and her
hand stroking his cock tenderly.
After some minutes filled with stroking and caressing, she
felt that he was close and her own body's reaction to his
feelings were overwhelming, too.
She released him, turning her head to his face.
"Fox, I am sorry, but I am impatient. I need you inside me.
Please, fill me, I want you to come inside me. I want to feel
you." she uttered these words with a hoarse voice.
"Oh, Dana." his hands slid down and cupped her cheeks, urging
her to look up at him. He kissed her deeply and ardently,
while rolling her over. She laid on her back, her eyes never
leaving his gaze.
Her hands slid under the pillow, pulling a green condom with
peppermint taste out of the hiding-place. She handled it
Mulder with the words "I can't wait!
Fox-"
"Have you planned this, Dana?" he smiled, a little surprised.
"I prepared for it while you were watching The Larry Sander's
Show." she confessed with laughter.
His grin disappeared as he slipped the condom over his
erection and placed himself upon her body.
"Dana, tell me if I go too far." with this words he guided
himself slowly into her body, moaning in realization of what
was happening between them. He rested there for a moment,
kissing her softly again.
Scully shifted restlessly under him, waiting for his
movements, but enjoying his body joined with hers. "Mulder,
believe me, I am not as fragile as I look." She restlessly
thrusted her hips against him and wrapped her legs around his
waist, urging him deeper inside her body.
"Yes!" he thrusted hard and harder against her, his hands
cupped her breasts and he moaned. They were both wild with
passion. He could feel his climax coming and he knew that she
was close, too. He moved against her again and again, stroking
her breasts and face, until he felt his release. His body was
jerking against hers and he was trembling. Dana felt herself
exploding, quivering and tensing beneath him and she closed
her eyes in ecstasy. She
arched her back and he knew that her climax arrived at the
same time he came.

Her cries echoed through the room, while she opened her eyes
to look at him, finding his eyes open as well. She moaned
loudly squeezing his back with her fisted hands. They watched
each other closely until he collapsed on top of her, burying
his head in the pillow near her neck. His whole weight was
still on her, neither of them wanted to break the connection
of their bodies and she was happy to feel him covering her.

He felt her hands rubbing his face gently, when he came back
to consciousness. Then he opened his eyes and turned his face
to her. Her eyes gave him a smile.
"I love you, Fox Mulder. I also want to thank you for the
wonderful days you gave me here and in Hawaii. And you were
right, good friends are definitely hard to come by." Scully
told him, kissing his mouth passionately.
"You know, I love you, too. I love you more than my life and I
will never leave you alone, again. I'll try to give you more
wonderful days in the future. I promise!" he slid off of her
carefully, holding the used condom and throwing it into the
trash can at the corner, then he placed himself next to her
and pulled her with him, placing her body half on top of his.
"Comfortable?" he ask, while pulling the blanket to cover
their bodies.
"I feel comfortable wherever you are, but I need you next to
me." she slid her hands around his neck in relief, holding him
tight. He put his arms around her waist, and they snuggled
together and drifted into a long exhausted sleep.

Jimmy, the teddy bear was sitting on top of her bed,
protecting them in their dreams.



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Ende
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Completed December 2, 1998
by Daisy-Grace