TITLE: HUNGRY AUTHOR: ANGIE PATRICK E-MAIL: angiegator@juno.com Hi there boys and girls. After a little encouragement from a few folks, I decided to write another NC-17 story, in the hopes that one or two people get a little fun and enjoyment out of it. Let me just state for the record that the characters of Dana Scully and Fox Mulder are not mine, never will be and so forth. Chris Carter, the Fox Network and 1013 Productions own them. DD and GA play them, and to a degree, I'd like to think they own them too. No infringement is intended, so please don't sue. Really. There's nothing to be gained by doing that to me anyway. Archivists, please post wherever you see fit, just please be sure to keep my name and email addy with it. Please note that this story is nothing but pure smut, ... or at least some attempt at it, so if you're looking for a plot, or if you're under 17, back out now. There's no point in going any further! Rating: NC-17 Spoilers: Redux II Classification: V, MSR Summary: Mulder and Scully are a little hungry. Will they find something to satisfy their appetites? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Mulder's hungry tonight. I can tell by the way he's looking at me. His soulful, hazel eyes are on me in a way that I can't move around. We've already eaten dinner and I've been cleaning up the kitchen for the past 20 minutes. The whole time I've been working, he's been leaning against the counter watching me. Neither of us has said a word. Not that this is a problem. Mulder and I have not needed words for some time. Only now it's at a whole new level. We're saying different things. Things we wouldn't dare reveal before, but are now fair territory. It started just a few weeks ago, when I came back to work and everything felt different. The cancer was in remission, the X-Files had been spared. Somehow. I don't want to think too much about how these things came to be. They just are, and for now, that's enough. When I walked into the office ... our office ... I felt something I hadn't felt before. I looked at Mulder and caught his eyes and something inside me just ... just gave. Of course, when he walked over to me and stood there, staring at me like a kid would stare at the best Christmas gift he'd ever gotten, I knew we were about to cross the final distance on the bridge we'd frequently walked out onto from opposite ends. It was all so plain I was nearly overwhelmed. And when I felt his hands close around my arms and then felt him pull me into his embrace, I knew that it was going to be very soon that we'd at least find one truth together. We'd find each other. Finally. Really. No holding back. To hell with rules, regulations, expectations and the rest of the general populace. I was alive, he was out of trouble and *we* were really all that mattered. After that, it took him exactly one day to find his way to my apartment for a talk. It took us forty five minutes to finally meet each other on that bridge. I can't get that night out of my mind. I don't think I want to. We've spent five years nurturing this ... I'd like to spend every moment I've been given letting it grow stronger and more beautiful. I believe Mulder feels the same way. So, here I am, washing up, feeling his eyes on me ... inside me. His love wraps around me like a well-aged, but comfortable blanket. The kind of blanket you curl up with on a cold winter's night, when you're alone feeling lonely and all you want is a little contact with something that reminds you that life is not always so hard or complicated. He is standing 10 feet away, and yet he couldn't be closer. I gave up fighting these things just a few weeks ago, and now I can hardly remember what it felt like to not be a part of Mulder. I am smiling now. My back is still turned to him as I put away the last of the dishes, and I hear him scuffing his foot on the floor. He's waiting. Waiting for me to turn and finally look at him. "Scully?" he calls to me, his voice a caress over my name. Sometimes I forget the Mulder I work with when he says my name like that. My body quickens in response. I'm helpless against it, and the knowledge of that doesn't scare me like other things do. Being out of control of something is not one of my strong points, but being out of control with Mulder is an exhiliration I could become addicted to if it weren't for my capacity for reason. Or whatever it is that drags me back to reality Monday morning when we drive into work together. "Scully?" This time there is concern. Sometimes, not answering Mulder immediately provokes this reaction. "Mmhmm," I say, putting away the last dish. I hang the towel over the stove handle and listen to Mulder's not-so-stealthy approach from behind me. I already know where this is going, and I smile to myself, trying not to feel my own smug satisfaction too much. Just as he reaches me, I turn and face him, catching him off-guard. I see the wildness in his eyes and I cannot help the impulse that pulls the corners of my mouth up into a smile. He is dressed in jeans and a black turtleneck. Very sexy. Unfortunately, it's going to be a clothing optional night tonight, G-man. The strategy for getting him undressed without destroying the shirt is already taking shape in my mind. I lock onto his darkened eyes and stay silent. "What's the smile for, Scully?" he asks me, smiling knowingly even as he asks. I lean into him as he wraps his arms around me and finds my ear with his mouth. Incoherent murmurs are all I can manage for a few moments. Content to let him touch me and kiss me, I revel in the feeling of him standing this close, knowing that it is *me* that he wants and no other. His efforts are rewarded with my soft sighs, but then I decide to give him what he's seeking. I push him away enough to catch his eyes again. "It's for you," I say softly ... seriously. "For me?" he says, mock teasing in his voice mixed with a sense of profound and genuine happiness. "For you, Mulder. Only for you. It's always been that way. You know that, don't you?" A long pause fills the air, and for a second I wonder if he really doesn't know. All the little glances in the past, all the touches, all the moments when I tried to reach out to him. Surely he's always known these things were borne of more than just a sense of deep friendship or even professional duty. That they were strictly about how I really feel, and how I'll always feel. It's nearly impossible to get Mulder out of my system. In fact, since I met him five years ago, there's been no time when I've actually accomplished that. Even when I'm angry with him. He is constant. "I do know. I've known for awhile, Scully." He pulls me back fully against him and I bury my face in his shirt while he rests his chin on the top of my head. He smells so good that the earlier thoughts of being nice to this shirt flee my mind. Fuck it. I'd love to make short work of this sucker, because I have to say, it's starting to annoy me that it's the only thing standing in the way of me feeling his hot, soft skin against mine. Oh ... well, there's my shirt too, but that shouldn't be a problem. Especially since Mulder's already working on the buttons. "Feel like dessert, Mulder?" I mumble as he takes his time undressing me. It's just occured to me that we are in the kitchen and I'm feeling a little adventurous about the table. Or the counter. Or wherever, so long as it involves no delays in our activities. His breath is hot and rapid against my neck where he is trailing kisses from ear to collar bone, and I shiver under his onslaught. Not with cold, but with anticipation. "Dessert?" he mutters as he traces a path with his fingertip from the upper part of my throat to the base of my neck. He plants a kiss there, and I squirm. His mouth on my ear again produces another string of incoherent murmurs while he slowly unbuttons my shirt. "Yes, Mulder," I finally manage to get out between gasps and sighs. He unfastens the last button and slowly slides the shirt off my shoulders. It lands in a quiet heap on the kitchen floor. "I think I've got it right here, Scully." I begin to melt under his gentle caresses over my back, across my chest and down my sides. He unsnaps the hook on my bra and pushes it off my shoulders. It falls to the floor next to the shirt he has already removed. He bends his head to capture my mouth and I am swept away by his hunger. His mouth is rough and demanding this time, and I respond with an intensity that matches his. He reaches for, then unfastens, the button on my jeans and his touch on my bare stomach sends a new fire through my belly straight down to the very core of me. He breaks the kiss long enough to push my jeans over my hips then down. I move to kick them off me, but instead, Mulder drops to one knee in front of me and motions for me to rest my foot in his outstretched hand. Why not? I offer him my foot and he pulls the jeans off, one leg at a time. I reach for him, wanting to pull off his shirt, wanting to touch him and feel him against me, but he stops me. "Wait, Scully. Not yet." Our eyes meet and I feel a new rush of excitement wash over me. I smile again and cock my head. He runs his fingers up my legs and I am lost again in the warmth of his hands. I tip my head back and close my eyes, and am greeted with the feeling of his lips working their way up the inside of my leg and his hands sliding up the back of my legs. When his hands close over my ass and squeeze I cannot help but to reach for his shoulders. "C'mon Scully, my work here isn't finished yet," he mumbles playfully. I smile at the thought of what else he has in mind and look down into his eyes. "Don't let me stop you then," I tell him coyly and at that he returns his attention to the inside of my thigh, licking and kissing me as I run my fingers through his soft hair. "Mulder, God ... " are the only words I can form when I feel him tugging at my underwear with his teeth. A low growl is his only reply as he gets the garment off me. When I feel his tongue on the inside of my thigh again, I know I will not last long tonight. I whimper under his onslaught and attempt again to get him to his feet and get his clothes off him. To say that I want him has become an understatement. This time, when I tug at his shoulders, he complies and stands up, a lopsided grin planted on his face. "Too much?" he asks, a challenge in his words. "No," I answer simply. It's not too much. Never. In fact, tonight, it's as if it's not enough. I want more. My breathing has already become rapid and I can feel the rise and fall of my chest. I hold Mulder's gaze and pull him against me. The shirt becomes old news in 10 seconds. I discard it on the floor next to mine and Mulder chuckles again. "Impatient, aren't we?" he teases. "I just want to touch you," I tell him with no hesitation. Mulder leans forward and captures my mouth again in a hard and probing kiss. His hands are in my hair, on my neck, on my face. I tilt my head back so he can deepen the kiss and we stand there for what feels like an eternity. I rub my hands across the tight muscles of his chest and marvel at the feel of his skin under my fingertips. I can never get enough of touching Mulder. And I think he enjoys it as much as I do. His grunts and moans seem to say that anyway. I brush my fingers over his sensitive stomach muscles and reach for the button on his jeans. He allows me enough space to get the thing undone and then get the jeans unzipped. Before I try to pull them off him, I reach inside and stroke his hard cock once and he moans into my mouth. "Scully ..." I smile against his mouth and do it again. He breaks the kiss then steps back, pulling his jeans and boxers off in one swift motion. A slow blink, then a grin starts on his face almost immediately. He slides his hands up my arms and rests them on my shoulders, then looks around the kitchen once and finally back to me. We're like kids. We might as well officially "christen" every room in the apartment. I almost laugh at the thought, but I stop myself. "Here?" he gestures and gives me his best innocent-boy look. Right. Mulder? Innocent? Hah. Not on my life. I love it. He's such a goofball sometimes. I love that, too. I look around quickly, then toss my head back and laugh. He watches me, his eyes full of devilish delight then pushes me backward gently towards the wall. I back up with little resistance. My back finally comes in contact with it's cool surface and it feels good in contrast to the heat I feel coming off my skin. Mulder steps forward until he is firmly against me, then runs his fingers down my arms until he reaches my hands. He takes my hands in his, then raises them above my head, effectively pinning me against the wall. My only reply is the smile I can't seem to control. He grinds his hips against mine and I whimper at the motion. I know I cannot stand this for long. I test his hold and am surprised to find that I cannot break free. A panic starts from somewhere inside me, remembering times when I was held against my will. Duane Barry. Donnie Pfaster. But the panic dies when Mulder strokes my cheek with his free hand. I close my eyes and turn my face into his palm, kissing him there. I can feel him watching me. His worry washes over me, prompting me to open my eyes and look at him. "I'm fine, Mulder. Really. You're not hurting me." He relaxes and exhales slowly. "I thought maybe--" "It's fine. I trust you." "Is that a yes, then?" My sly smile is his answer. It is the only answer he needs. I close my eyes again and am greeted with the sensation of his soft lips on my throat, at my collarbone, at various points down my chest. I am becoming restless under his assault and I am overwhelmed by the need to touch him again. To feel his skin under my hands, to hold him and protect him the way he protects me. It is a rush of emotions tangled up with only the sensory perception of him touching me and I almost open my eyes to see what it is that has triggered this swarm of feelings. But I don't open my eyes. Instead, I shift restlessly from foot to foot as Mulder strokes me from thigh to throat. I try to focus on his fingertips as they light fires all over my skin, but I still feel the swirling emotions and begin to wonder whether this is such a good idea after all. I cannot push away my need to touch him, and I feel myself growing tense. "Mulder--" "Shhh ... relax, Scully," he whispers in my ear. "Just relax. Let me show you ..." his voice trails off, the suggestion and promise of an unmatched night of lovemaking apparent in his tone. I am immediately determined to make him live up to his suggestiveness, and I refocus on his touches, forgetting for a moment my desire to touch him the way he is touching me. His fingertips find the sensitive spot in the curve of my hip, then trail down to the back of my thigh where the subtle pressure he applies with his hand prompts me to bring my leg up and hook it on his hip. Mulder smiles his appreciation for this maneuver and strokes the back of my thigh, then finds the hot, wet center of me and begins to rub slowly. He still has my hands held securely and I forget my original hesitation at the move. I feel myself relax, giving control over to him completely. I close my eyes again and tip my head back as Mulder trails kisses again from my throat to my ear. His fingers are working at me mercilessly and I feel myself building toward the inevitable release that I have been craving since we started this encounter. I gasp when I feel him slip one, then two fingers inside me as he takes my breast into his mouth and flicks his tongue over the swollen tip of it. I moan in delight as he suckles at me, grazing me gently with his teeth. The muscles in my back and legs begin to tense in anticipation of my orgasm. "Almost," I whisper between gasps. "Please, Mulder ... " I open my eyes, then lock onto his, knowing it is just a matter of moments before I come. He releases my trapped hands and lifts me enough to settle completely under me, then enters me easily in one hard thrust. I wrap my arms around his neck and drop kisses from his jaw to his ear. "Jesus, Scully, you're so wet," he mumbles, as if he was only just discovering this. I smile at the wonder in his voice and remember that we have only made love six times. I rake my nails across the back of his shoulders as he thrusts into me. His moans tell me he is approaching the edge himself. I have already learned Mulder's rhythm and I know the signs that forecast his climax. I smile all over again and kiss him behind the ear, flicking my tongue over the lobe then nibbling there for greater effect. "God, I love it when you do that," he manages to say between his own gasps. I feel the sweat running off both of us and taste it on his skin where his shoulder meets his neck. Suddenly, Mulder's thrusts become harder and more erratic and I sense that we are both at the edge. His mouth on my highly sensitized breast provides the last ounce of stimulation I need and I hurtle off the precipice, free-falling to a place only Mulder can take me. Just as I feel the first wave of my orgasm rip through me, Mulder shouts my name and empties himself inside me. After a few moments I begin to come down from my high, and I find Mulder watching me, a sly smile already in place. I smile back at him and hug him tightly, resting my forehead against his shoulder. We are slick with sweat from our lovemaking yet I relish the feel of his naked body against mine. He starts to move as if to withdraw, but I am not ready to feel the loss of him yet. "No, don't," I murmur into his ear, stilling him before he can act. "I'm not ...," I start then change my mind. "That was unbelievable." Mulder tightens his grip on me and I feel him exhale slowly. "You were unbelievable," he replies. I lift my head from his shoulder so that I can look at him. His eyes are soft, the pupils large and he is scanning my face. "What?" I ask, trying not to smile again. "I love you." He says it as if we have loved each other this since the beginning of time. My eyes suddenly tear up and I am caught off-guard by the intensity of my emotions. I don't bother to hide the depth of what I feel for him. "I love you, too, Mulder," I manage to say, even though my throat feels tight. Our eyes do not stray as we stand together, my back still against the wall, legs wrapped tightly around Mulder's waist. Mulder dips his head and kisses me again. This time his kiss is soft and gentle and I feel the faint stirring of arousal again within me. "Let's go to bed," he says finally. "Mmm ... yeah ... that sounds good," I say, recognizing the tone in his voice. And I thought *I* was the one who couldn't get enough. Mulder locks his arms around me tightly and steps back, holding me to him, then carefully walks us, still joined, into the bedroom. We land together on the bed in a tangled mess of arms and legs, both laughing at our sudden propensity to act first and think later. With a look of apology on his face, Mulder finally withdraws from me then rolls onto his back, taking me with him. I brush his sweat dampened hair off his forehead and kiss him softly. "Looking for more, Mulder?" I ask trying not to smile as I say it. It's difficult, but I manage it. "Depends, Scully," he replies, but his soft caresses across my back have already told me the answer. "On what?" I ask, this time failing to suppress my own devilish grin. "On whether you'd like to put those cuffs to use ..." he starts then trails off with a waggle of his eyebrows. "On me?" I say, mock horror in my voice. "No, Scully. On me." I toss my head back and laugh in delight. My turn to run the show. I love it. I look back down at him and am pleasantly surprised to find that the smile he is wearing has made it all the way into his eyes. "I really do love you, you know?" I say, nuzzling against his neck and nipping again at his ear. "Mmmm ... I know, Scully ..." he murmurs as I reach for the cuffs on the nightstand. Tonight *will* be difficult to top. -------- end ------------ Well ... that's it. Hope it was worth the read. Any comments, etc. can be sent to angiegator@juno.com ... all feedback is GREATLY appreciated ... please ... please ...